BUILD ME UP (GOD'S EYES SEQUEL) RODDY RICCH FANFICTION

Chapter 48

Roddy POV

I walked in the house sighing a little sniffling, and wiping my nose.

My marriage is just.. Not going great at the moment.

All because I'm hanging with Allie. I don't get it.

I seen HeavenLeigh in the living room cleaning up, and Honesty was sitting in her high chair watching her.

"You busy..?" I asked HeavenLeigh wiping my nose again.

"Are you?" She asked back sarcastically.

"Can we talk?" I asked.

She looked at me for a second before she sat the cleaning supplies down, and she sat down on the couch.

I sat on the other couch across from her sniffling.

"Why you sniffling so much?" She asked looking at me strange.

My eyes lowered a bit. "Uh.. Just sick and shit, catching a cold" I mumbled before rubbing my nose.

"Mm.." She mumbled like she didn't believe me. and she side eyed me a bit.

"Wassup?" I said to her and she shrugged. "You tell me, you asked me to talk." She said.

"How do you feel right now?" I asked.

"It's weird." HeavenLeigh said.

"Whats weird?" I asked.

"Being in front of you right now. I don't know. Just ain't the same." Heaven said.

She's not even looking at me the same. At all.

"It hurts." I said to her.

She scrunched her eyebrows.

"What hurts?" HeavenLeigh asked me.

"This whole thing.." I said.

"What whole thing Rodrick? You have no feelings." She said to me and I sighed.

"Yes I do. I wanna fix this. Do you think we can fix it?" I asked.

"It depends. Do you think you can be honest? Do you think you can stop hanging out with Allie cat?" She asked me. "If you do that, we can fix it." Heaven said.

"It doesn't feel good.." I said.

"What doesn't feel good?" She asked.

I just looked at her, in her eyes.

Seeing pain.

"You just.. Look so hurt." I said to her.

"I am. I let so much slide rodrick." Heaven said to me, then she was quiet for a moment.

She sat up all the way and looked at me.

"Roddy.. I gave you a chance again... And again, and again... And again... And again.." She said, and each time she said again, it's like her voice faded, and she was keeping herself from crying.

Her eyes watered up, as she looked away from me before saying "Thats how much I love you."

I looked down before rubbing my face, it just hurt me seeing her like that and knowing I was the cause of it.

I really didn't mean any harm. But a nigga don't be thinking sometimes.

"HeavenLeigh I don't want you leaving me or even contemplating about leaving me. I love you aight? Allie's a blast from the past" I said sniffling and clearing my throat.

"And that's where she should've stayed." She said.

"And she did." I said.

"How if y'all was linking up at the studio and having one two many kumbaya moments?" HeavenLeigh said sarcastically.