BUILD ME UP (GOD'S EYES SEQUEL) RODDY RICCH FANFICTION

Chapter 92

HeavenLeigh POV

"Alright let's go again!" Kamal said directing my band who plays the instruments for my performances.

Had a rehearsal today.

"Even if we, catch the sunrise
It's only a moment passing us by
Show how many moons have shined
Somehow, here now
I don't really why quite whyyy
Some how, here now
Ohhh, you'll be here now
Now, now, now" I sang.

"There you go" Kamal said.

"You'll be here now
There's only a moment passing us by" I sang out.

I closed my eyes and grabbed the mic with both hands, just letting the music take over me.

The only thing besides Honesty that's giving me peace at this point.

"Past lives
Couldn't ever hold me down
Lost love
Is sweeter when it's finally found
I've got the strangest feeling
This isn't our first time around
Past lives
Couldn't ever come between us
Somehow
The dream is finally waiting
Don't wake me
I'm not dreaming
Don't wake me
I'm not dreaming" I sang.

Then I opened my eyes and took a deep breath, Kamal clapped his hands and directed the band to stop playing.

"Great job HeavenLeigh. That was phenomenal." He said.

"Yeah?" I said.

"Absolutely. Come here real quick, lemme talk to you" Kamal said and I nodded my head as I hopped off the stage, walking over to him.

"Yeah?" I said as I sat down and he sat beside me.

"How are you doing?" He asked me.

"Umm I'm good. This album, is gonna be great so. I'm pretty good." I said.

"That's coo.. But how are you really doing?" He asked me, and I just looked at him.

Wow.

I sighed.

"I'm pushing." I said.

"Mmm." He said. "I can see it. And I can tell by the lyrics to this song, in particular. Very deep, and articulate." He added.

"Yeah.. I write how I feel." I said.

"You said in the song.. Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming. You don't wanna be awaken at this moment because everything you're going through right now feels like a nightmare. Correct?" Kamal said.

"Kamal. You are so smart and very much comprehensive. That's exactly what I meant." I said.

"Cause I've been there Heaven. So I feel you. And I wanna say I'm sorry." Kamal said.

"For what?" I asked scrunching my eyebrows.

"Just everything. I feel bad about Roddy and-"

"No no" I said shaking my head. "Don't apologize for him." I added and Kamal just sighed as he looked at me.

"I just feel like this is a nightmare. A big one. He didn't show up to our second divorce arbitration. He's avoiding it on purpose. And that's annoying. I'm just.. Annoyed by everything. I never thought me and him would get a divorce but I refuse to be married to a cheater and a deceitful liar, who can't seem to stay on the right side of the fence." I said.