» 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: reserved university student cora struggles to grasp onto the values and ideas of her biggest dream;
falling in love.
her unfortunate past has continued to linger with her until the present day, making it difficult for her to mak...
i crawled back into the blanket after locking the door when jeongguk asked me to. my heart was beating at the speed of light and my palms were beginning to get very sweaty.
i never did this before, never thought i would. but i guess there's firsts for everything.
i grabbed my phone and put it to my ear, speaking softly, "i-it's locked.."
"alright beautiful, are you ready?" his voice sounded incredibly sultry through the static of the phone line.
"i... uh..." i overthought the current situation.
we were really about to have sex over the phone. me and jeon jeongguk, my recent and only crush, one of my closest friends, were about to do this...
"you don't have to be scared, cora. i'll guide you through the whole process. if you want to stop at any time, just let me know, ok?"
i see why i was so willing to do this with him. not only was he someone i felt safe with, he was also never pushy. he would never force me into something i didn't want to do and that's only part of the reason i liked him. so much.
and his words of reassurance are what put my nerves to rest, slowly relaxing my back into the mattress again.
"ok.. thank you." i answered, more at ease than before. "i'm ready."
"first, i want you lay flat for me. can you do that?"
i agreed inattentively as i got into position, "now what?"
"lift your legs so your knees are bent. once you've done that, i want you to spread your legs apart for me, do that now."
i did as he said, a vague slick noise sounding as i separated my legs.
"are you ready for the next part?" he asked, the soothing tone in his voice sounding a little more assertive.
"mhm..."
"i want you to take off whatever bottoms you're wearing. shorts, underwear, take them all off."
my fingers failed to catch onto the band of my underwear the first few times as my hands were shaky, with both nervousness and excitement. i lifted my hips as i slid them off, kicking them someplace under the blanket.
now that my underwear was gone, for some reason, the wet feeling near my core turned me on even more.
"mph... th-they're off." i said with an unintentional whimper, though jeongguk didn't seem to mind. in fact, i'm certain he indulged it.
