Chapter 5

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F̵̭͉̹͒̐̚í̷͇̪̪̻̤͈̠ŗ̴̖̲̮̣̈́̋͋̃̚s̵̢̻̳̦̟̃̎̍̋͆̏ṫ̷̡̡͎̝̻̺̹̋̾͋-̷͇̃́͗̓̔̐͌P̴̳̽̐̑͛̾e̵̱̟̱̦̜̎͜r̵͖͍̊̍̚s̴̢̪̥͇̤̜̈́͂̒̈́̓o̶̢̧̡̮͖̜̳̙͘͜ͅñ̷͔̬͇̞͉̺̞́̄͜ ̷̡̖̻͙̘̟̳̇͛̈̑͜S̸̡̙̝̥͙͔͋̎̇̓͝h̷͈̱̩̅͌̽̀̐o̸̖̭̣̒̈̌u̸̢͚͚̦̺͖̜̤͇̬̽̈́́̒̓̍́̉͘͝t̷̖̟͍͓̀̐̋̏̈́͐̉a̶̧̧̩̮͎̣̯͙͍͗́̕͝͝
TW: Implied Torcher, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Pain, Hopelessness, Stay Safe
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What's happening
My phone
Where is my phone
Broke
They broke it
What's going on
Everything hurts
Hizashi
Oboro
Help me
I can't see
A blindfold
Who are they
I can't move
I'm chained up
I can't speak
Gagged
Please
I want to go home
I want to hold Pumpkin
I want to hug Oboro
I want to cuddle with Hizashi
I want to see Taabi
I want my mom
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
My stomach feels like it's being ripped open
I'm crying
Pain
It hurts
Mom please
It hurts
I want to go home
     Light
     It's bright
     I can see
     Who's that
     What did they put on my eyes
     Blades
     They're cutting my eyes
     Stop it
     Stop it
     Stop it
     Stop it
     Stop it












     My eyes
     How are my eyes
     I can't feel my eyes
     They stopped
     They left
     I can't see
     I'm crying
     I want to die
     How long has it been again
     Four months
     Five
     Six
     I don't know
     I can't remember
     No one will find me
     No one cares about me
     No one probably even cared to find me
     I hope Oboro and Hizashi are okay
     They're probably so much happier without me
     I hope they're happy
     I miss them
     Lately I haven't felt like myself
     What's my name
     I know it's not the one they call me
     I think it began with a M
     Maybe a S
     Not an A
     I know it's not an A
     So why do they keep calling me that name
     A̸̭̳̦͖̺̞̫̮̽̆͒̅͐̾̓̀̈́͜͜k̸̳̣̮̏̃́͋̊̽͛̆̎a̴̲͔͚̔̍͂̚m̷̡̛̲͚̔̅̚ẻ̸͍͚̜͉̍̏̈́͂̏͝͠
     That's not my name
     Quit calling me it
     Quit calling me it
     Quit calling me it
     Quit calling me it
     Quit calling me it
     Quit calling me it
     Quit calling me it














     Who am I

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