Senior lies

Why? (His pov)

After the field trip I was feeling a bit better knowing winning her over may be a bit easier now. I just woke up when I heard a knocking on my door it was Larisa.
"Oh, hey Larisa."
I couldn't help but smile at her while looking in her beautiful deep eyes.
"Can you bring me to school my mom can't bring me."
Normally there is always a bit of emotion in her face, this time there wasn't.
"Yeah sure give me 5 minutes then I'll be ready, you can wait inside if you want"
"No thank you."
I remembered that she is scared of dogs and since I have one she wouldn't come inside.
"He won't hurt you, if he does I'll hurt him."
I meant it, in fact if anybody hurts her I'll hurt them.
"C'mon we both know you'd just let him hurt me."
The fact that she actually thinks that, she thinks I don't care about her.
"Never"
I said seriously so she'd know I care for her.
"Just get inside I'll be ready in 5 minutes."
5 minutes later she was sitting on my couch with my dog on her lap, they looked so.. peaceful.
"See he doesn't hurt anybody, and when they're extremely pretty he lays on their lap."
I winked so she'd know I think she's the most beautiful human being on this planet. In the car I didn't want it to be like last time, completely silent, it seemed she thought the same thing.
"Hey, you do know Friday didn't change a thing, I still consider you my enemy."
Why? I thought she didn't anymore.
"I know, but why do you consider me your enemy?"
I really just want to know.
"Maybe it's because you bullied me my entire life, I mean I don't know but that usually does the trick."
"Yeah I'm sorry about that, but you don't understand the situation I was in."
The situation being Jake would kill me if I was nice to her. She just scoffed and turned her face towards the window and looked outside. We arrived at school and just like last time she walked out without saying a word to me.
"Okay, bye!"
I yelled hoping for a response. The entire week she ignored me. On Thursday night I just really wanted an answer so I shined my flashlight through her curtain again, this time she opened her window, so did I.
"Stop shining the fucking flashlight, you act like you want me to stop hating you and then you do this shit!"
'Act', I really want her to stop hating me and I just want to talk to her.
"It's just you've been ignoring me all week I want a reason why."
"Because you're still my enemy and I still hate you."
I closed my window and curtain in shock, she still hates me. After I let her sleep on my shoulder, after I slept on hers, after I kissed her cheek and I think she noticed that I made a playlist of all her favorite music in it. I called Jake asking if I could confess my feelings for her even tho that wasn't the rule
"I do have to admit even tho I forbade you to be nice to her you still never let her go, I got to respect that. Look you can't confess your feelings just yet you have to wait for atleast until I say you can or after we graduate I'm sorry"
Then he hung up. I couldn't face her again for a while. I decided to stay home from school and not got out in the weekend, I told Jake I was staying at my grandparents and had to leave Friday. Monday my parents forced me to go to school so I just ignored Larisa the entire week. It was hard since all I wanted to do was go up to her and say:
"I love you I always have and always will, ask your brother why I was mean to you he'll answer but you've got to know I love you and I want to be with you forever. I want to kiss you everytime I see you."
I got cut out in my own thoughts when i heard Larisa talking to Raven on the phone. It seemed like she cares that I've been ignoring her. Maybe she doesn't hate me after all.

Wednesday afternoon I went to the park because I wanted to hurt Arren after I heard him talk shit about her. I gave him one last punch and yelled:
"Don't you ever talk bad about Larisa ever again!"
Then I just walked away.