Life Goes On (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 28

It's been four days and he's all I have been thinking about. I had no idea it was possible for a person to consume my thoughts like this. I want it to stop. I don't want to think about him anymore. He isn't good. He's a guy and I know what they are capable of. I don't know what it is about him that draws me in, that makes me spend every single day thinking about what he is doing and why he is doing it.

That is the real question, Why

Why can't I get him out of my head and why did he treat me the way he did? I know it was my fault for prying but was it right for him to yell at me like that? This is what he does to me, he makes me question him and everything around me. I have never cared or bothered to know why. But I do now and it is eating me alive.

Does he think about me like this?

Am I crazy? Of course he doesn't. Why am I even thinking this?

"What time are you going to be here and what are you going to wear?" Leah asks through the phone, interrupting my thoughts. I forgot I was on the phone with her but I'm glad she brought me back to reality.

"I'll be there early to set up with you if you need me to?" I ask while scanning the clothing section. This is what I came here for, not to think about him "I'm not sure what I'm going wear what about you?"

"Well it's going to be a simple little party so I'm planning to wear a regular t-shirt and my comfy purple shorts, you know the ones I'm talking about right? "

"Yeah I know the ones" I say while now looking through the jewelry at a store in the mall. "So I'm suppose to dress casually right?" I ask while looking at the shiny bracelets behind an enclosed case.

"Yes, very casual... But don't come looking like you just woke up" she chuckles

"I will try not to" I say and then groan when I don't find anything Sia would actually like.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't know what to get her, she's hard to shop for" I say while walking into another clothing store.

"You choose three hours before the party to shop?!" Leah half questions, half shouts.

"I know, I know I just wasn't up to shop so I kept pushing it aside" I say and let out a breath. I didn't feel like doing anything over the past few days because I spent my time doing homework and thinking over things, thinking about him.

"I need help...please"

"Okay fine I'll help"

"Thank you" I say while letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

"Your welcome. Now I think she has been saying she needs some new sunglasses" Leah says but I shake my head and then remember that she can't actually see me.

"I can't just get her those"

"Yeah I guess you're right, umm what about...some perfume? Or how about some... Um.. How about...Wow she is hard to shop for"

"Tell me about it" I chuckle and so does she. Sia really is hard to shop for because she doesn't really prefer anything. She is more of a go with the flow type of person. Even if she despises something, she will smile and say she loves it, just to be nice.

"How about some shoes? Or what about a purse, yea she needs a purse"

"A purse?" I question. Like me, Sia doesn't really carry purses around unless it's for something important.

"Yeah, not like a hand bag because she hates those big things but what about like a purse that goes over the shoulder?"

"I guess I could get her one but is that what she wants?"