Life Goes On (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 34

Harry's Pov

It's crowded and the loud music is pounding in my ears. The room is filled with suffocating smoke and people who are so wasted, they are incapable of counting to three. I push my way through the crowds of people and make my way to the restroom. At least in there I can get some quietness for a few minutes.

Why the fuck did I decide to come to another party for the fifth time this week?

I guess it's routine. What else is there to do with my damn life?

Go to parties. Get high. Get drunk. Have sex. Repeat. Story of my fucking life.

I guess it keeps my mind off of my never ending problems.

As soon as I push open the bathroom door, the smell of vomit instantly invades my senses. What the fuck? There is no way in hell I'm using this damn bathroom. I really didn't have to piss. I was just finding a way to avoid people and the obnoxious music but still. I quickly walk out and head back towards my group of friends. As soon as I'm about to sit on the bar, someone grabs ahold of my arm. I immediately clench my fists and quickly turn around to see the person who dared to touch me. As soon as I see Ciara standing before me, some of my anger dissolves.

Some.

"What the hell?" She questions over the loud music. She's clearly shocked by my behavior but she knows better than to touch me when I'm not aware of who it is. Everyone knows better.

"What do you want?" I snap

"Dance with me" she says and wraps her hands around my waste. She has got to be fucking drunk to act like this.

"No" I say and remove her hands from my body

"Come on, you have no problem fucking me, so why not dance with me?" She whines. It's an annoying sound, really.

"You know I don't dance" I say and she frowns. I don't give a shit. She along with everyone else knows I don't dance.

"I know but-"

"No, now leave me the hell alone" I cut her off

"You're an asshole Harry" she says and looks around for someone else to dance with. Good.

After a few minutes of sitting, I stand and make my way towards Niall who is sitting on the other side of the bar.

"Hey man" Niall says and shakes my hand

"Hey" I say and stand beside him. I'm not here to 'chat' and he knows it.

"Let me guess,wanna smoke?" Niall smiles from beside me.

"Why else would I be standing here" I say and he stands while smiling

"That's why I love you man, you waste no time trying to converse. You just get straight to it" he laughs while shaking his head.

Once we are outside, we make our way towards the side of the building and sit on the curb.

"You got a litter right?" Niall asks and I check my pockets.

"Fuck. No I don't have one" I say and he groans.

"I have one in my car, here take this" he says and hands me a blunt.

He turns around and jogs towards his car on the other side of the building. As I wait for Niall to return, something catches my eye from across the parking lot. Who the fuck is that? I squint to get a better look and the person becomes clearer. It's Kira. She's running towards me. What the hell is she doing here? And outside too? I'm on my feet before I know it and start jogging towards her while she runs towards me.