Life Goes On (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 45

Kira's Pov

"I-" I don't know what to say.

I can't look at him

"There you are!" Toria says from behind me

I need to leave.

"I told you I was going to the bathroom" I say when I realize she was the one who told me it was here.

"I'm not talking to you I'm talking to him" She says while pointing in his direction

I can't believe he is here.

She knows.. him?

"I see you have met my boyfriend Mathew?" She says and I freeze.

I can't breath.

It's Mathew.

He left me after finding out I got raped about two years ago.

I should spit in his face because he's absolutely disgusting.

"I- I'm going to find Harry" I say and quickly turn around

"I'm glad you haven't forgotten about me" When I look up, I see Harry standing before me.

"Come join the party" Toria jokes and Harry's eyes shift from Toria's to Mathews then back to mine

"We are actually going to go ill see you tonight?" I ask in a rushed tone, causing Harry to raise his brow.

"I'm not sure if I'll be sleeping in the dorm tonight" She smirks while wrapping her arm around Mathew's

I may be sick.

"Oh okay well see you later" I say and walk away, leaving Harry following confusedly behind.

"Kira" Harry calls as we walk outside, causing me to quickly turn around.

I'm furious right now

"What!" I somewhat shout

"Woah would you calm down? What the hell happened?" He asks and I think back to when he was flirting with that bimbo.

"Take me home right now" I say and walk towards his car but he grips my hand and turns me to face him.

"What's wrong, answer me" He says and I look away from him

Where do I start?

I wanna yell at him for flirting and I also I want to talk about that scum bag Mathew, but I can't without bringing up my horrible past.

"You!" I decide to go with his flirting

"Me? What the hell are you talking about?" He yells

"You were.. You left me sitting to flirt with some trashy girl" I sigh and push myself out of his grip.

"I wasn't flirting with her" He says while shaking his head.

"She sure looked like she was, I can tell" I say and continue walking towards his car.

"Let me get this straight. You are mad because you think I was flirting with some slutty girl wearing a tight dress" He asks while raising a brow and I nod.

Yes. Of course I do.

"When you're there?" He asks and I nod again while we get into his car and drive away

"Are you blind?" He asks

"What is that suppose to mean" I frown

"Why can't you see that no one else even compares to you?" He asks me and my heart races.

"But you-" He cuts me off

"Don't you understand what you and only you do to me?" He says and my breathing quickens

"What are we Harry?" I ask, speaking my thoughts

"What?"

"You and I. Us." I gesture between us and he runs a hand through his hair.

"I-i don't know Kira why are you asking me this?"

"Just answer me" I whisper.

"I don't know, what do you want me to say I want you to be my girlfriend?" He asks sarcastically and I feel tears threatening to fall.

"You're unbelievable" I say and look out the window

"Kira, I just- fuck I don't know what this is" He says while running a hand through his hair.

"I have to go" I say as soon as he parks

"Look I'm not ready for a relationship" He says and i laugh

"Then what do you want from me?" I ask calmly "You always found a way to see me so why did you even bother?"

"I- I don't know I-" It's my turn to cut him off

"It's okay because I am glad this didn't get far. I don't want to waste my time anymore" I say and step out of the car

"Oh and don't bother coming to the art show on Friday or even over here" I say and slam the door.

I have had enough.

I'm tired and done.

I knew I shouldn't have let myself feel anything for him or anyone for that matter because It won't ever get far.

This was bound to break one way or another whether it be like this or after finding about what happened to me like Matt did.

I should have ended whatever this was between Harry and I a long time ago.

I can't believe I learned to trust him for nothing when he obviously wasn't planning on going anywhere with me

As soon as I'm in my dorm, I make my way towards the bed and put myself to sleep not even bothering to change into my pajamas

I wait for sleep but It never comes.

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