Demolition Lovers (Gerard way Fanfic)

Another brick in the wall

Beep, beep, beep goes the alarm clock as it wakes me up from my blissful, deep sleep. I groan as I listen to it for a few more seconds before shutting it off. I then fall back asleep. Beep, beep, beep the alarm clock screams for the second time this morning. I shut it off immediately and chuck it at the wall with full force.
Fuuuuck i groan as I throw my covers off me and proceed to make my way to the bathroom connected to my room I look at myself in the mirror disgusted with what I see. Makeup caked onto my face due to crying so much  the previous night.  Fuck my head hurts.. I probably shouldn't have drank so much vodka. I turn on the water in the shower it's steaming hot within minutes just how I like it and I strip off my pajamas and hop in. So you're probably wondering what happened the night prior or not but I'm going to tell you either way. I shut my eyes and enjoy the feeling of the hot water hitting my body and instantly scorching my pale skin pink and I think about what my life has become.

FLASHBACK
I had just come back from school I was in my room laying down on my bed and I heard my parents start to argue..now this did happen quite often so I just shut my eyes and listen. I could hear things getting thrown I could hear my mother scream in fear and I could hear my father yelling at the top of his lungs at her for not "obeying his rules" I'll keep this short and sweet.. my father is a complete fucking asshole I hate this man with my entire well-being why? So many reasons but the top reason at the moment is because he disrespects my mother..his own wife. He never allows her to go anywhere and he's very strict on what she could wear. Today he finally agreed to her going out with some friends and my mom was ecstatic... Until she came out of her room and my father I'll just call him by his name from now on because I can't even stand saying father ..anyways when she came out that room William was not happy at what she was wearing. To me she looked like a normal women going on a night out nice sleeveless short dress just above the knees. But to William she looked like "a prostitute" his words.
And I'm sure that's why they are throwing a domestic downstairs and I will not get involved again because A: my mom kinda treats me like shit and B: I'll end up in the hospital...again..and I hate hospitals.
Maybe you're wondering why my mom hasn't gotten away from him well to put it into simple words some women..SOME are too afraid to be alone and therefore rather get treated like trash. Skip to a month after that things around my house just got worse, William was getting more and more abusive towards my mom, and I guess she couldn't stand it anymore. One night my mom came into my room and woke me up telling me to pack as much shit as I could and I only had 10 minutes and so I did without question and we moved to New Jersey with the little money my mom had saved on the side. I am grateful she even considered bringing me with her and I do love my mom but she's in her own world. She found a new boyfriend within a week of being here and he's some rich guy named James apparently he works for a record company and has ties with many artists so I'm staying on his good side because one day I hope to have my own record deal. My mom moves fast as usual and now we live with him it's a pretty big house it's better then the trailer park that I had lived in.
Anyways fast forward to the day before the present day...the day that I had snuck some of my mom's alcohol of course because I'm only 18 I can't buy any. I sat in my room listening to my sad ass playlist downing this vodka thinking about my ex boyfriend named Jace that cheated on me I know I'm a sad peice of shit but it's okay I'm used to it and that story is sad and long...no need to hear about that for now.

BACK TO PRESENT DAY
  
I sigh again for what feels like the hundredth time and turn off the water I'm so glad this new school doesn't have a dress code I can finally express myself!! At my old school everyone was just plain fucken mean and it changed me and swear on everything I will not let anyone walk on me at this school.
I hop out the shower and wrap a fresh soft towel around my body and head to my drawers to pull out underwear and socks and head to my closet to pick my outfit for the day. I really want people to look at me and say... Damn ...she's hot but she looks mean as hell. So i choose this outfit:

I know I could have done better but I don't think being sent home on the first day of school would make my mom very happy, and I'm already gonna be late. I fix my face with a little makeup here and there I give myself one last look in the mirror. Lets fucken do this you bad bitch. And I grab my skateboard and head out to the school since it was pretty close anyways.

A/N: (I know kinda long kinda boring but I will get better...and Gerard will come in soon...soon..)