Ever sense the beginning of the year I've felt like absolute shit. I have little motivation to do stuff. My limbs feel heavy all the time.
I've gotten so fat and I'm trying to fix that. Sometimes eating food makes me feel so sick I just run to the toilet to throw it up. And when I don't feel real nauseous I stick a finger down my throat and force it.
I've also started having nightmares about the gang, and bad stuff happening to me. Like dying, or getting hurt.
My hair has been getting thinner and thinner just like my stomach and my teeth are getting sore. I don't know why cuz I take care of my teeth just fine. Shoot, maybe hair grease could make my hair thin.
Everyone thinks I'm big bad Dallas Winston but I'm reality I'm just a sad kid. I don't even like hurting people or scaring kids. Not even breaking the law. I just do it to try to feel something other then sadness. I'm starting to think I'll never feel the way I did before. Happy and problem free.
YOU ARE READING
Cover Up (continued!!)
FanfictionDallas Winston is seen as a tuff, cold boy with no emotions other than anger. On the inside, he's much more. Dallas is broken down and sad, but doesn't want to ruin his reputation. He's helplessly in love with Johnny Cade, but how do you tell best...
