Straight through the brain

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The whole day, Ney'tiri and Jake decided to teach me how to "see," at least thats what Ney'tiri kept calling it. 

Fields of green, glowing waters, mountains of flowers, different animals, and fruits were all just A beauty to look at. It was all so different that how how home was, no buildings, no loud noises, no vehicles, no technology, no father to tell me what to do. 

It all felt so alien.

Right now, I found myself standing in the middle of A giant field of whisp like things while Ney'tiri and Jake ran around laughing, getting distracted from our original task at hand. They careful not to hurt any of them while I tried to keep them from touching me.

Suddenly, they stopped and looked at me before stumbling over to me with light hearted smiles on their faces.

"Here." She took my hand and placed one of them in it. It felt like A spider crawling against my palm, slowly moving towards your shoulder.

I felt like crying as it got closer to my face, making me cower away. 

Jake took the floating thing away from me, A soft smile still on both of their faces as they looked at it.

"Its A seed of the sacred tree." He looked back up at me, his head tilted slightly, "they won't hurt you." He said as if that would help me what so ever.

The creature flew from his palm to join the rest who circled around the field like A bunch of white flowers.

Soon they took their eyes off of me when they noticed a deer like creature, crouching down as the animals kids came into view. Obviously not noticing the three tall ass Na'vi in the meadow of sacred seeds.

"Thats A hexepede." Jake pointed towards it as if I didn't know that in the first place.

"I know that." I stood behind them, not caring if the ugly animal seen me.

"Down!" Ney'tiri tugged on my arm sending me to my kneese only inches behind them both.

The hexepede must have heard us because its head snapped in our direction before running off back into the woods, the animals children not too far behind.

"Dang..." I stood up. I felt an itch on my back, A sudden urge to just bitch slap my shoulder to get it off took over.

I looked at my hand, blood now painted on it and there layed once an alive insect. I screamed, whining at the gooie feel of the dead insect on my palm before flinging it onto the floor.

I looked around, frantically trying to find something- or someone to wipe my hand on. I made obvious eye contact with Jake who shook his head knowing what I was getting at.

I rolled my eyes. I bend down, rubbing my hand on the grass to get rid of the staining blood on it.

"Can we go now?" They seemed to think before Ney'tiri flat out told me "no."             I groaned, rolling my eyes as we continued to venture off into the forest. Vines, trees, insects, they all surrounded me. My feet against the dirt floor made me feel off.

I took notice of A creature flying high up in the sky. It had A beautiful pattern of yellow, green, and blue forming into A beautiful hue of red at its tail along with the tip of its wings.

"Whats that?" I pointed to the creature that seemed to be flying towards the mountains.

"That is Ikran." Ney'tiri looked at it, her head cocked to the side allowing her         uh-braided hair to fall off to the side of her face, "They arn't usually near here."

I shrugged my shoulders, the ikran now at the back of my mind.

We continued bwalking for some time before we came to another clearing with A herd of hexepede's. Ney'tiri handed me A bow and without much thought I asked her what it was for.

"You're going to kill one." I could do that easily but the poor animal...

"You expect me to do that with A bow?" She nodded her head.

"Practice." I rolled my eyes before positioning myself the way father taught me. I felt Jake's hand move my arm further back, my body straightening along with it.

I let go of the arrow. Hoping to aim for the head, A fast way to die as my father always told me.

A hexepede just A little bit bigger than the rest fell down. The arrow having pierced straight through its brain. Once the herd seen it, they ran east from us, leaving foot prints in their wake.

Ney'tiri was the first to walk from the bush and towards the dead animal. Jake and I walked after the woman who kneeled down, her hand hovering over its still open eyes, "You must wish it well, it is the way." She looked up at me.

I looked at her before kneeling down as well, "You aren't dying for no reason." I pat the side of its stomach while trying to hold back my smile.

"Good food, Good food." I heard Jake from behind me whisper, careful of Ney'tiri hearing him.

The woman stared at the both of us, her eyes wide with A frown before grabbing the arrow from the animals head and walking away.

Jake stared between her and the animal before throwing it over his shoulders so he could run after her. 

I stared at the two from where I was on my kneese, A smile forming on my face as I looked between their dynamic. From what I could see, Jake would do anything for the selfless woman.

My smile slowly faded away as I took them in more and ore. They made me realize just how lonely I was, how much I desired for A man or woman to look at me with the love I was never given to A certain extent, to be held at night like nothing else mattered.

I stood up so I could walk after the couple who were already across the field. I moved my hair from my face so it would rest behind my back which touched my lower back.

It would take at least half an hour to reach their home but perhaps the walk would be therapeutic if anything or it could make me feel worse, we'll just have to find out.

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