With You I Will Decide (A CronKri FanFic)

Heartbreak Meltdown

Cronus POV:

It had almost been an entire month since you last spoke to Kankri. It hurt so fucking much but you knew it would be over soon. You had gotten a job at Spencer's which seemed to piss of Kankri for some god forsaken reason but you didn't mind working there at all... in fact, Porrim worked there as well! Maybe that's why he was so pissed off??? You honestly weren't sure but the work was easy and you enjoyed it there. You had almost saved up for an apartment and you figured it was about time to tell Kankri. You were sitting cross-legged on your bed with your phone in your hand and your music blaring so that your brother and father both knew not to bother you. You opened up your messages and found Kankri's number.

CA: Hey babe

KV: Why are you texting me???

CA: Because I wanted to let you know I'm ready to start apartment hunting.

KV: Oh Cronus you have no idea how wonderful that is to hear!!!

CA: Babe, every night I lie in bed and the only thing I can hear within the darkness is my own heartbeat and it's been making me feel even lonelier because I would very much rather hear yours.

KV: Cronus... that was very poetic of you...

CA: Well I do write music ya know

KV: Haha I guess so. I just didn't expect something like that to come from you...

CA: Well you better believe it babe. I love you and I would do anything just to be near you.

KV: I love you to... I'm legitimately crying right now because I'm so relieved to know that we wouldn't have to keep this up forever...

CA: I would never let that happen

KV: Since the moment I met you Cronus, I knew you were going to make a big impact on my life. That's why I tried to push you away at first because I was scared... but you showed me not to worry about little things like that and now I am a completely changed man! So when this happened... I broke down...

CA: What do you mean???

KV: I mean... I did something I really shouldn't have....

CA: Kankri what did you do

KV: ....... My Wrist.....

CA: Wait... Oh my god you didn't....

KV: Yes I did.... I used to do it a lot in middle school... and I just couldn't handle the thought of losing you... so my heart acted on its own and went straight to self harm....

CA: Oh Kankri I'm so sorry... I honestly didn't want to leave you at all... but I knew if I didn't my dad would do anything he could to keep us apart forever... including the authorities... And I just couldn't let that happen

KV: I completely understand that Cronus and I want you to know the cutting was not your fault! I just acted without thinking and I am owning up to my mistake by telling you

CA: THAT IS ABSOLUTE BULLSHIT!!! IF I HAD NEVER PUSHED YOU AWAY THEN YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER CUT YOURSELF!!!

KV: But Cronus... I probably would have done it anyways if your dad kept trying to break us apart... I know I wouldn't have been able to handle it either way...

CA: But if I hadn't acted... I could have at least tried to stop you...

KV: Oh Cronus... I wish I could see your beautiful face right now...

CA: ..... Maybe you can.....

KV: What??? What about your dad???

CA: Oh fuck him!!! I'll just say I went to Porrim's place for the night!!!

KV: I don't want you to lie to your dad just because you want to see me...

CA: I don't want to. I need to.

KV: ........ Fine. but at least text Porrim and let her know.... I don't want your dad calling her to ask if your actually there and then she tells him your not

CA: Deal. See you in 15 minutes.

You quickly texted Porrim to let her know the plan before you deleted all the messages and began to get ready. When you were done, you rushed downstairs to talk to your dad. "Hey pops I'm gonna go spend the night at Porrim's place tonight... I guess she needs my help with our history homework or something like that." you stated. He looked over at you and smirked. "Now that's my son! Spending the night at a lady's house! I'm glad to see this whole Vantas phase has blown over! Go have fun tonight kiddo!" he said proudly. You blushed and quickly ran out the door. Phew! That was a close one! You immediately began walking down the street to your boyfriend's house where he was waiting for you to come rescue him from his misery.

((HALLO BITCHATCHOS!!!! I have a very important announcement!!!! This will be my last update for this story until mid-juneish due to lack of Homestuck inspiration and an increase in Kuroshitsuji inspiration. Yeah thats right fuckers, I'm writing a Black Butler fanfic. It's called "Satan's Wish" and the story line is actually kinda interesting so I hope ya'll will go check it out!!! anywho I'm sorry for this sudden Hiatus but I hope "Satan's Wish" will become just as much of a success as "With You I Will Decide" because quite frankly, I feel as if my writing could use some improvements... OH! And I have also decided to change the cover photo for this story as well!!! I just feel like it could use some improvements too ya know??? But yeah plz go check out my new story and again I apologize for the Hiatus!!! I love you all so much and thank you for putting up with my craziness!!! XOXO ~Nikk)))