I Fell In Love With My Brother's Best Friend

Chapter ~ 13

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Oh

My

God.

I slept with Shawn.

~*~

I try to move away from Shawn's grasp on me, no luck. I lay there helplessly.

Me and Shawn dated, once. As you can tell it didn't end very well. How he asked me out was sweet though. He walked up to me after school last year handing me a rose, and him saying. "Cassandra Willer, will you be my girlfriend?"

I remember it like it was yesterday. Back then me and Shawn were the "popular couple" even though we weren't popular, well Shawn was. That's what i didn't understand. Why did Shawn date a girl like me? And it's obvious, all he wanted was sex. That's all he ever wanted from the git-go.

I have to admit, I miss Shawn. The way he treated me, (before he used me) and the way he would talk to me. It made me feel like the only girl on earth.

But then he left the day after we did it. He said he couldn't handle being in a relationship but it was fun.

Fun my ass.

I look over at his face. His brown hair fallen over his eyes. And all you could see were a few freckles on his face. He moves a little and opens his eyes.

"I thought you left," he says, with a yawn.

"I would've if I wasn't in a death grip," I point out. He looks down at his and releases his grip on me.

"S-sorry," he says sitting up.

As you can tell this is the Shawn I fell in love with not the touchy Shawn, not the drunk Shawn. This Shawn.

"It's fine Shawn," I smile at him graving my tee shirt off the side of the bed.

"Look, Cassie?" He asks in a small voice.

"Hmm?" I say pulling the shirt over my head. Once the shirt is fully on I look at Shawn who was already looking at me.

"I'm sorry about the party a few weeks ago," he apologizes. All I do is smile again. "And I'm sorry I ever broke your heart, I was a conceited jerk, and I was only thinking about myself at the time, and Cassie I'm sorry."

I grab his hand in mine. "Shawn, it's okay, don't beat your self up it happened a year ago," I say rubbing my thumb over his knuckle.

"Cassie, I miss you," he says with a small smile.

"I miss you too."

'No you don't you love Mason,'

'Brain if you don't shut the fuck up about Mason I will come shut you up myself. He hurt me. It's not like we were going to be more. So why not move on,'

"Really?" He asks in a shocked voice. I nod my head laughing a little. He smiles at me and grabs my head in his hands. "I missed you so much," he says in a husky voice. He fits his lips to mine, not to hard, not to soft. Just right.

We Walk outside and see Sam pull his car next to the curb and glares at me. "Shawn?" He says. "Shawn out of all people really Cassie?"

"He's changed," I pause. "He's not the same guy he used to be."

"Changed my ass," he says starting the car. Shawn hops in the back seat. "What the fuck are you doing?" Sam asks looking back at Shawn.

"Sam, please," I touch his arm.

"No!" His voice squeaks. "I've let you get away with a lot of things in you life but Cassie, you're taking a wrong turn."

I flinch at his words.