And...The Rest...

Why would you come back?

I hibernated in my room for days. I felt stupid for pouring my heart out to him. I just wanted something more…
He came back to my house 3 days later.
He knocked on the front door and my little sister Ashlyn answered.
“Oh uh Hi little monster, where is Liv?” He said nervously.
“You're not seeing her until you explain why she was crying the other night, JONATHAN!”
Johnny became nervous.
“Uhhhmm we were fighting over clothes and food and a bunch of random stupid stuff and I yelled at her. And I’m here to apologize to her. I am sorry you had to see her cry, I will buy you more gummy worms later?”
Somehow she believed it. She nodded and let him in. He went upstairs and knocked on the door.
“Hey boo, I know you're in there. I just wanna apologize and treat you right…”
I ignored him and I started to cry again with my head under the blanket.
He sat against the door. And he started to cry too.
“Please Liv, I just need time to catch up with my thoughts. I want to do this, I want to be the last person you talk to at night, I wanna be your last thought at night and your first in the morning, I wanna be yours, yours only and I want you to be mine only! Just open the door please!”
I felt so bad and I jumped up and opened the door.
He stood up and looked down at me.
“I am so sorry, ok, I want you to the day I die.” He said as he grabbed my waist.
I started to smile and whipped my tears.
“Well jokes on you, I want you pass death, we are going to hell or heaven together.”
We laughed. We kissed and Carlyn walked by, my dad's girlfriend.
“I KNEW IT! I KNEW YOU WERE DATING!”
“NOOO WE JUST STARTED PLEASE!!”
Johnny agreed with me.
Carlyn just shrugged it off and walked away. Me and Johnny went inside my room.
It all went super fast; all of a sudden, he pinned me against the wall and kissed my neck. He started whispering in my ear too.
“Mami I wanted this all 3 days, I missed you.” He said
“I wanted you too, just not now…You know my parents are home and they will kill us.” I tried to shut it down but god damn did I want him so bad.
“Bae, please I can’t stop myself right now.”
I know he could handle himself.
“We can do it tonight, promise.” I said, trying to stop.
He let go of me and sighed really loud.
“Baby wanna go get something to eat? I hungry. Also, I can pay for a hotel room for us to stay in before you leave tomorrow…” I said growing sad towards the end.
“Aww don’t be sad I’m leaving! Just think, you're staying a whole month at my place in December to January mami, plus I can pay for it all. I just want our last moments for 2 months the best.” He said lifting up my chin into a kiss.
I love him so much. He is so damn perfect and just the best thing that ever happened to me.