And...The Rest...

Just Let Me Breathe!!!!

He got taken out in a stretcher in an ambulance. They wouldn’t let me go with him. I ran back to the locker room and called his mom in tears. She called the school to let me leave and meet her at the hospital.
I drove so fast in the car I barely remember there were stop lights because I drove through them. I got there before his mom did and she was a lot closer to the hospital than I was. I ran inside and when I gave his name they wouldn’t let me see him. He was in the middle of a heart attack and they were having issues stopping it.

I called his mom again telling her what was said and I could hear that she stomped on the gas. She told me to sit tight and would be there in 2 seconds. And damn right she was there in 2 seconds. I ran up to her hugging and crying in her arms. The doctors told her she couldn't even go back there until they got Johnny under control. I sat down in the waiting room waiting for answers waiting for someone to tell me he was ok. I held my stomach in discomfort.
5 hours later they finally got Johnny stable and he was resting. They only let his mom in back. I sat in the waiting room for another 2 hours and they finally let me see him. I ran in as fast as I could. He was awake! When I ran in, his face lit up. I gave him a hug and he squeezed the hell out of me.
“Jesus fucking crist bae I missed you, I am ok I just had a heart attack and-”
“BAE, that's not just a normal thing! Especially so young? Bae you could’ve died! Face reality for once Jonathan, this is real, your car accident was real, everything is real!” I sat down in a chair leaning over with my hands on my face.
“Liv, I know this shit is real. Only thing that matters is that I survived. That’s when I start to not care.” He starts getting upset. “You know what, fly back home to New York, I don’t need you…”
Johnny's mom stepped in. “Excuse me Jonathan? You really wanna kick her to the curb because she is telling the truth? No, I don't think that is right. She is your biggest supporter, and you just dropped her by telling her to go home when she moved out here away from her own family to be with you. And starting a new school, you don’t understand because it was me when I was your age!” Johnny’s mom was heated at Johnny.
If he wasn’t in that hospital bed, I think she would’ve killed him. Honestly!
I looked around holding my stomach out of discomfort again. It felt like the world was spinning while Johnny and his mom were arguing. I don’t remember much but it started to fall and everything went black.

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I woke up 4 doctors and 2 nurses in my hospital room looking at me trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I looked around and I became scared and I jumped up trying to move.
“Hey it's ok! You don’t need to panic!”
I tried to move but the doctors were holding me down.
I couldn't scream even if I tried. My throat felt scratchy. I started kicking and punching to get free. I finally got my voice back.
“WHAT'S HAPPENING!!??”
“You passed out and it has been 2 days since you woke up, we're trying to figure out why, Ma’am.” The doctor said with such a professional and deep voice.
“I promise I am fine-” I started throwing up.
“Someone, run some tests on her urine and vomit!” He yelled out to someone.
“Please let me go, I am fine! What you need to worry about is my boyfriend!”
“He got discharged yesterday. Everyone let up on her, we will be back in a few with test results.” They all left.
Few minutes later Johnny ran in. He leaned over me and kissed me. He whispered to me about how sorry I was. I guessed his mom went to work…
Me and Johnny were talking and mostly making out when the doctor walked in.
“So…I got bad news and…I don’t know if it would be bad news for you depending on how you take it.”
Johnny looked over at me and said “We will go with whatever is thrown at us.”
“Well not so major news is she has a stress and anxiety disorder; meaning if her stress levels go too high she can lose consciousness.”
I knew I already had this disorder…I had it since I was 4.
“The last thing is…You're pregnant.”
My heart sunk so far down to the point I thought I was dying. Johnny looked over at me. He looked scared and he was trying to find words.
“Uh well thank you, can you give us a few to talk?” The doctor left and Johnny looked down.
“What the fuck do we do? I mean my mom is going to kill me, your dad is going to kill both of us…What are we going to do bro!” He got up pacing back and forth.
“Bae I am sorry but I am not a woman to have an abortion.” I said looking down confused.
“I want the baby, its just…Bae, we’re in high school! This is exactly what mom was talking about. How she said that I would end up getting a girl pregnant in high school. And somehow you’re the girl!” He started tearing up.
“Ok you act like I wanted to get pregnant in my SOPHOMORE year Jonathan. And I am just ‘a girl’ to you?…Honestly I don’t really care anymore just stop stressing me out.”
After saying that I got up and got dressed because the doctors stripped me. I went outside the room and signed the discharge papers and left with Johnny. We drove home in complete silence. It was so silent I heard my own heart beat.
We arrived at the house and I stayed in the car. I called my friend from New York and I told her I was pregnant. We were talking about it for like 20 minutes until she had to go.
I went inside to Johnny and his mom were talking. They looked up at me and his mom just looked pissed off at me.
“So you 2 do exactly what I told you not to? And Liv you know your father would not approve of this. I am so disappointed in both of you. But I will not kick you out or do anything. But you both better find jobs now.” She tried to keep her zen talking to us.
Johnny walked over to me and hugged me.
“I am so sorry that I stressed you out. We will be fine though” He said in a warming voice.
“I have $15,000 saved up, we can get our own house and I will drop out of school and you can stay in school. I will work on my career and get a job.” It was a heartbreaking thing to say but I needed to do it.
“No! You are not dropping out of high school! We are both continuing. We can do home school, take care of our baby, work and work on our careers together. We are together baby.” He leaned in to kiss me while wrapping his arms around my waist. His mom got up and left us out of disgust.
Johnny picked me up and brought us to our room and laid me on the bed taking off his shirt. I didn’t notice before but now that I notice, he had the tightest six pack I’ve ever seen. Seeing that it became even hotter. I wanted it but I couldn’t have it all…it would damage my cervix and break the bubble the baby is in.
Sadly he only went half now that we know that I am pregnant. But we were both fenning for more. So we did more magic; head. And his game was SHEEESSSSHHH. He does wondrous things with his tongue…But my game was alright. He said it was soooo good. But I think he is lying. He moaned so loud the whole time.
After we finished that, we both took a shower together and we did more there.
A half hour later we finished with our shower and we went to the room to get dressed and we fell asleep.