And...The Rest...

Really Jonathan?

“Mhm, ok well I will grab a outfit. You grab your stuff ok?”
He nodded and we grabbed our stuff. I put my bag in his car and he put his stuff in the car too.
I got in the passenger seat and he got in the driver seat. He started driving and placed his hand on my inner thigh and gripped it once in a while.
He took me to the fanciest restaurant in upstate NY! I looked so underdressed and I changed really quickly in the backseat and did my makeup really fast and hair. He was in an all black outfit that made him look so sexy.

We were so hot.
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Fast Forward: Hotel
We were standing at the front desk checking into our room. The woman was being a bitch but eventually we got our room. We went to our room before going to grab our stuff. And god damn….was the room nice.

I loved it. I wanted to live in it forever! I wanted to be here with Johnny forever.
Well…eventually we went downstairs to grab our stuff from the car. It was after we had a pillow fight.
Whattt we're still kids.
Anyways we took our first shower together! It was…well clean. We made out a couple of times in the shower and had a splashing fight. The best part was when he hugged me from behind, and laid his head on mine and rocked a little.

The. Best. Hug. Ever.

    We got out, I wrapped myself in a towel and Johnny snatched it off of me.
    “We walkin’ naked here bae!” He gave a suspicious grin towards me and walked away naked. I still needed to dry off and put on clothes. What was he thinking?
I found another towel and dried off and went to go get my clothes. Johnny knows that I am a bit insecure about myself so he let it go.
I got dressed and sat on the bed. Johnny went back to the bathroom to fix his hair. When he was in the bathroom I heard his phone blowing up and I answered.
“Hello?”
“Who the fuck is this? And where is Jonathan?”
“Uhm he is getting dressed, if you want, you could give me your name if you tell me and I will have him call you back when he can.”
I don’t think she liked that…
“Well tell him this, it’s Justina and that our relationship is over. And whatever bitch he is with from New York can go piss off a bridge. I am not going through this again.”
After I heard that I hung up and started crying. He is in a relationship? Why would he do this to me? Questions and questions started flooding my head. I couldn’t control my thoughts. I started to cry harder.
After a minute of crying I changed clothes and I grabbed my phone and bag and tried to leave. But Jonathan came out of the bathroom just in time.
“Babe? What are you doing?”
“Leave me alone. Tell Justina that the bitch from New York is done with your ass too.” I said as I cried.
“Woah woah woah Justina? We have been done since last year. Liv I am all for you-.”
“WELL IF YOU HAVE BEEN ALL FOR ME YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SIDE HOES OR AM I THE SIDE HOE YOU CLAPPING JONATHAN?”
I screamed at him. I screamed and cried at him. And I hoped it hurt.
“Baby please just listen to me, no one is my side hoe. You're my one and only! I told Justina we’ve been over. I promise you I’m not messing with her!”
“I would believe you, but her contact name in your phone is ‘daddy’s bad girl’. I am done with your lies Jonathan. This is not fair.”
I tried to leave again and he grabbed my wrists.
“Please, I'm sorry! I forgot to change it. Please don’t leave me. I promise she means nothing to me!” He was balling his eyes out. I just don’t know if I could believe him anymore.
“Jonathan, let me go please! I need space to think. I want to be alone.” I said it so calmly but tears rolling down my face and looking him in the eyes.
“Ok fine, but do you want me to drive you home?”
“No I have a uber outside…I told you I want space from you. I will not be your side bitch in New York Jonathan.”
I walked out of that hotel room as fast as I could into the uber. Johnny followed me to the car screaming sorry. I went back home and I went to bed.