I Am Speechless

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Johnny laid in bed and I put Josey to bed. I changed my clothes into comfy pj’s and laid next to him.
“Soooo, are you excited to start your job tomorrow? We get to live in our own house in 3 days!”
Johnny rolled on me and laid on me wrapping his arms around me.
“No one is excited to work, but I am excited to be able to pay for our own house. Our rules and our bills to pay sadly.” He smiled a little.
“Well the bills we will figure out, you're making $83,000 a year, I am making $79,000 a year, baby we are set for a while until we figure out if we wanna actually become artists.” I rubbed the back of his head.
“Bae, I want to be a music artist, I wanna make music. Why do you think I am working for Ron? On your days off I want your butt in that studio making a banger so you don’t have to work. I also want to make bangers too and hopefully we can make bangers together.” He said with his head on my stomach.
“Ok, but we have a child to think about, I would love to do all of that, if we didn’t have a baby. It is harder to follow your dreams when you have a baby.”
“That's why she will be our little cheerleader! She will be sitting with us. In the studio.” He lifts his head up to look at me.
“True, when do you want me in the studio then?” I smile a little.
“Tomorrow night, my brother is going to watch Josey for our first session. And my brother told me you can keep the Porsche.”
WOOO I loved that car. I mean look at it!

It's so sexy!“Bet, and tell him thank you and I love him so much he made my life easier by not buying a car! But wait, you still need a new car…”“No not right now, we are sharing the car we have right now until we fully figure out our financials

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It's so sexy!
“Bet, and tell him thank you and I love him so much he made my life easier by not buying a car! But wait, you still need a new car…”
“No not right now, we are sharing the car we have right now until we fully figure out our financials. Then I will buy myself a new car. Plus we won't really be separated. Plus mom barely drives so she would be up to letting us use her car. She drives a Mercedes.” He explains
“True. Well go to sleep, you gotta get up early to go to the studio” I rubbed the back of his head.
He moved up on me, tongue kissing me.
“What if I said no sleep…I want to be inside youuu”
“Well then I will fall asleep right now either way and no cuddles. And Josey is sleeping, you really want to have sex in front of your daughter?”
“Yea no never mind…but you better lay on me because I won't sleep right without you sleeping close to me.”
“Yessss I will.” He rolled over and I laid my head on his chest and we slept all night peacefully.
His alarm went off at 5 am. I woke up and rolled off of him. He got up and turned off his alarm and went to take a shower. I stayed in bed and was bored.
I eventually got up and went into the bathroom. I brought the baby monitor into the bathroom to make sure Josey is ok.
“Hey bae, can I take a shower with you?”
“Yea hop in sexy.” He smirked at me.
I got undressed and got in. He immediately started grabbing my waist and kissing my neck. His dick became rock solid. It stood straight up.
“Bae I want you right now please?”
I nodded and he picked me up, pinning me against the shower wall. I wrapped my arms and legs around him as he inserted his dick in me.
We went on for a half hour. He let me down after he felt like it was enough. I washed up and got out of the shower putting a robe on and going into the bedroom. Johnny followed behind me with a towel around his waist.
“So do you want me to drive you to work so I can take the car? Because Josey has an appointment for her 6 week check up.”
“Uh yea just let me know what happens at the doctors office, I am not going to do much at the studio, I am mostly learning the equipment today.” He said as he got dressed.
I got dressed in the cutest outfit ever!

So frickin cute!Johnny got dressed in drippy clothes

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So frickin cute!
Johnny got dressed in drippy clothes. I thought he looked so sexy.
I grabbed Josey and put her in the car seat. Johnny carried Josey down to the car as I grabbed some stuff. I grabbed my wallet.
I went to the car and drove Johnny to work. When we got to the studio he tongue kissed me for a hot minute.
“I love you.”
“Ditto.” I smiled as he got out of the car going inside.
I very much drove to starbucks. Sadly it was closed and it didn’t open until 8am. So I sat in the parking lot and sat there until it was open. I didn’t have anything else to do and Josey’s appointment was at 10:25 so there was no point in me driving back and forth all over.
I grabbed Josey out from the backseat and laid her in my lap taking pictures and posting them on social media. I was snapping people on snapchat and this random person added me. He was friends with Johnny so I accepted it. He starts typing.
“Yo u JohnnyBoii girl rii?”
I was confused. Why does anyone care enough to talk to me?
“Who is this before I answer the question.”
“I am the owner of the studio your boyfriend is working at, I was seein what time you finna be there so I can hook you up with some of my good beats or what not.”
“Oh shit I am sorry, yea I am going to be there probably around 8 or 9 depending on what time Johnny’s brother comes to get my daughter.” I felt so embarrassed.
“Yea np swing by when you can, I am excited to hear your vocals tonight, see you then.”
I texted Johnny the whole thing and he just sent laughing emojis the whole time. I was excited!!! Someone actually wanted to hear me tonight.
Starbucks finally opened and I put Josey back in her carseat. I drove through the drive thru and ordered myself a coffee and a sandwich. After I paid and got the food I pulled back into the same parking spot and ate the sandwich.
Josey became fussy and was hungry so I grabbed her from the backseat and fed her.
I waited until it was 9:45 to start driving to Josey’s appointment.
-Fast forward: after Josey’s appointment-
I went back to the car and called Johnny and told him everything. Josey in the back seat was talking the whole time (not really talking, just a bunch of gibberish) and Johnny was talking back.
“I will see you tonight bae I gotta go, I love you.” He said so sad.
“I love you too, stay safe love.” Call ended.
I drove back to the house where Johnny’s brother was.
“Hey, it's a bit early don’t you think-”
“I can’t watch Josey tonight! My girlfriend is in jail right now and I am trying to get her out and I don’t wanna bring negative energy around your baby. I am so sorry Liv. I will make it up to you.” He said crying.
I gave him the biggest hug
“I appreciate you caring about my baby and not bringing her around the negative energy. And it's ok I will figure it out, not a big deal. I am always here for you if you need me, Jona.”
His mom jumped in.
“Hey Liv baby, let me watch my grandbaby again, I love spending time with her, plus me and Josey can go clothes shopping and window shopping later. You can go early and I will take care of Josey.”
She is a life saver.

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