october 15, 2o22

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sad or mad?

why do i always care much more,
why do i get only half of it back?
my shoulders sag
my tears won't retract
i'm one with the floor

am i
pitiful or pathetic?
victim or maniac?
i put too much focus on details
but maybe they don't focus on me at all
it pushes me into a free fall

yes, i've tried to be happy
it wasn't even that hard
but now the demons have returned
to make me sad and sappy
it's like i was meant to grow
into a broken heart

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