Later when the assistant had treated his leader, he went to his bedroom. The leader hesitated before he took a deep breath. Then he entered the room, where the girl was sleeping in. He didn't entered it completly, he only stayed in the door frame, too scared to wake up the girl.
He looked at her, worried, then admiring. He didn't even realised that his face changed, nor that his thoughts were drifting away again. He smiled at her.
When he realised it, he thought again about the words his friend told him when they were making dinner and about what Sungchan told him then and before too.
Was that really a good idea? Or is he putting her in even more danger than she already was?
Sure, she didn't asked to get kidnapped, but was Sungchan right? Was she feeling as guilty as him that Hendery got injured for- or because of her?
Now that he thought about it, she was always carefull around his members, trying to help them with everything to make it less stressful for them or when they simply were just overworked and tired or could not focus, she tried to help. Especially she looked after Hendery, even tho he already recovered. His other members were feeling happier too ever since she entered their lifes.
His thoughts drifted away again. He fell deeper in his thoughts, while his mood was changing slowly. He had to think about his childhood and his mother. About his sister.
He shrugged off the thoughs, before he was loosing himself in them too deep again, leaving his room, closing the door behind himself. He didn't wanted to think that he might thought wrong about her, causing more damage than protecting the others.
He experienced too much to know what it means to love and care for others in a special way. But his members were something different. Family was different. But at the same time, those things tent to become a target for their enemies.
He simply didn't wanted to admit that he is scared that her brothers are right, that she is not the bad one but him. That he actually cares for her more than for others, especially more than for other innocents. Because that is what she actually was. An innocent. A beautiful, kind and caring one on top.
He was scared for the day something bad happens to her just because of him and that he could not handle it, loosing the view for other things especially for his members, loosing them because he was careless or loosing himself in his sadness.
Unknown to him, the girl woke up when he had closed the door again. The male went down the floor to the room of the two newest members.
They told him he could sleep there since the two were sleeping with the dreamies. He layed down in the bed of the younger one when his phone rang. "Jaehyun what is it? You should go to sleep. It is late."
"Hyung how are you?" "I am fine, nothing serious...." "But you were bleeding strongly..." "Why do you call?" "I forgot to tell you that we got the one that shot at you and my sister." "Wait, you did what?" "When you stormed inside, we looked for him. Chenle and Sungchan injured him but didn't killed him. We could find out who he is working for.... We are in the basement." "We? Who is we?" "Johnny hyung, Lucas and me" It was quiet for a while.
"Hyung?" "I am coming...." he said and ended the call immediatly. He took a deep breath, before he left the room. He holded his side when he moved too fast. He knocked on the next door.
"Kun, do you have pain killer for me?" A bit surprised, the boy got up. "Uhmm... sure!" He looked through the stuff in a box, before he gave a whole blister of pain killers to the leader.
