I'm okay with being lonely but not alone

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I've always admired my independence
No really I do
I've always soothed myself to sleep
I play with my own hair when
I wanna be calmed
I sat with myself on all those bathroom floors
I
Me
By myself
I wake up sometimes
Think about how laughable it is
I've built these walls around everyone from my mind
But I crave unconditional love
I crave so badly for my hair to be played with
To be calmed when I'm panicking
For someone to sit on those
Bathroom floors with me
I've never felt anything unconditional unless it came from myself
How ironic right?

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