Love in the Dark

What can i say?

Ok first off I want to say thank you to taniajocelynesp she inspired me to start writing down my ideas. I absolutely love her stories. This steve rogers fanfic is inspired by a pov I saw on tik tok lol.

I slowly woke up to the sound of my alarm clock screaming at me for my usual 6:30 A.M. morning run. Well, it used to be a 5:30 A.M. morning run, but a certain captain didn't like that my run was at the same time as his morning session with Sam for some reason. I lift my arm from the covers, reaching for it to hit the button.

I turned around to face the empty side of the bed. I can almost still see his imprinted body mark he always leaves on my bed. I put my hand over it to check if it's still warm. It's cold.. just like him. He never stays till morning. but sometimes i hope that I'll wake up to him on his side of the bed, the sunlight hitting his gorgeous face one day.

Sunlight

What would it be like to have him during the day?

Would I get the Steve Rogers that Bucky, Tony, and the other Avengers get?

Or would I get my cold Steve Rogers that im used to?

I may never know since he only seems to want me at night.

But I can never seem to say no to him. Or stay away, maybe because deep down I don't want to even when i know i should, but I've been poisoned by his touch ever since that night. It's been a year ago, but i still remember it like it was yesterday.

I mean, I've tried to break it off whatever we have going on, really.

I tried telling him it was over, but I seemed to forget how to speak whenever he's in front of me. Not that he would listen anyways, he ignores me throughout the day. And at night we don't do much talking.

I even locked my door one night so he wouldn't come in when it was just the two of us at the compound while the others were on a mission.

But of course, that didn't stop him. Once he noticed to his surprise that it was locked, he started banging on my door, demanding to come in. I told him to go away that I didn't want to be his bootycall anymore, to leave me alone. And to not even try kicking the door open. After a moment of silence, I assumed he gave up and left.

Boy was I wrong

I closed my eyes again to go back to sleep but only to tear them back open to see a red, white and blue shield with a star on it flying through landing on the wall putting a dent in it after it broke my door in half.

Well I did tell him not to kick the door open.

Smart-ass

He strolled right on in without a care in the world and with a stupid grin on his face, like he just didn't almost make me fall off my Damm bed from the scare.

I would be lying if I didn't say I was a little turned on by his action. I mean, I was scared too but also turned on.

I saw his dark eyes, and that sinister look like he was about to gobble me up for Thanksgiving dinner.

Ok I'm back to being scared again

He licked his lips and walked towards my bed and climbed on top of me, dipped his head down, and whispered to me to never lock him out of what's his to take.

That'll be easy since I don't have a God Damm door anymore.

I vigorously nodded my head like an idiot.