Love in the Dark

I Love You Steven Grant Rogers

There's no warnings

Song for this chapter is-
Safety Net by Ariana Grande

I continue to stare down at the positive pregnacy test, i'm holding. Million thoughts going through my head right now.

When i left to Ron's house for three weeks, I was so distraught with Steve, that i didn't realize i had an appointment to get my birth control shot again that i missed, and i had my phone off, so that didn't help either. Steve and I concieved, the day i came back to the compound. Or so that's what this pregnacy test, i'm holding says.

Over the course of two weeks since the fight with Ron and Steve, i wasn't feeling good, i felt nauseous, i threw up a few times, but i thought it was just my anxiety, stress i've been going through, but i missed my period, and it is never late, not even a day. So i went to a pharmacy and bought 2 tests, which they both came out positive.

I'm pregnant

I'm going to be a Mom

I don't know how i'm exactly feeling right now, i mean i'm happy but i'm sad also, i don't have Ron by my side. I have a little confession to make, i wanted to go after Ron that night but my feet didn't move, i was frozen. But now with this, this changes things. I also feel a little nervous to tell Steve. How will he react? What will he say? Will he be happy?

These two weeks, he hasn't left my side. He's been here for me phyiscally and emotionally. I let out a deep sigh as i try to gather my thoughts together.

It will be okay

This is good

I throw the tests in the trash can and i shoot Steve a text, he's out for his morning run with Sam, i didn't go for obvious reasons. He knows i'm not feeling good but he thinks it's because of what i'm going through with Ron, which a part of it, it is.

Me: Good Morning ☀️  are you still out on your run?

Steve: Morning Baby, we're finishing up, everything okay?

Me: Yes, i just need to talk to you about something.

Steve: Okay, i'll be home in 20.

Me: Okay, love you.

I put my phone back in my pocket, as i hear a knock at my bathroom door.

Knock

Knock

"Brooke, are you in there?" Bucky says on the other side of the door. I respond by opening the door.

"Hey Bucket." I say as i greet him.

"Hey, how are you feeling?" He asks me. He knows i've been feeling sad about Ron.

"I'm a little better today." I say softly as i walk towards my bedroom.

"Good, uh have you heard from him?" He asks me as he looks down to the floor.

Him

"Unfortunately no, he's still mad." I say, feeling my eyes go sad.

"Why don't you give him a call, maybe he's scared to make the first move." He says as he puts his hand over my shoulder.

He knows what Ron means to me.  I confided in Bucky, i told him more about my past, about Ron. He knows all about me now.

"No i don't think so, if he wanted to talk to me he would've called already, he would've came to see me already. I have to respect his wishes, Bucky." I tell him with a sigh.

I don't know how long it'll be like this between Me and Ron, i hope not long.

God i miss him.