Day 75-76: The Afterglow

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Dear Diary...

Dear Diary

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GREEN!

Eddie smiles at your note, moving his fingers to the packet that was delicately placed in his mouth, you watch as the material slides against his teeth and slowly rips open. He tosses the wrapper on the ground and leans back slightly, making sure you are able to watch him roll the condom onto himself. A satisfied smirk slowly appearing across his face as his fingers glide over himself.

Your eyes don't leave his fingers as your lips part a bit as you watch. You had taken sex education classes, but never thought you would ever use the information. Just watching Eddie and feeling his body on yours left you in awe.

His skin, features and mannerisms entranced you. The idea that he was yours, to touch, to feel, gave you goosebumps and you had to take a breath.

The idea of being intimate with another person seemed like a dream, something left for the movies. You knew from stories and Nancy that your first time may not be ideal, that it may cause discomfort or pain, but you wanted to break out of this silent shell and be with .... Be with the man you adore.

Watching him, seeing the way his arms flexed without the restriction of clothes, it was a feeling that you couldn't describe. You felt your own fingers trail down to touch yourself as you watch him. His eyes dart down to your fingers and he smirked.

Eddie was taking his time, he strokes himself, slowly cascading his wrapped fingers up and down his length, his lips part as he watches you, taking in your stares.

You fingers start to rub circles along your sensitive parts, slowly mimicking his strokes. You start to glide them up and down, Eddie's eyes glancing back and forth from your eyes to your fingers.

"Green" he mouths.

I nod my head as I move my hand from myself, lifting it above me, grasping at his pillow as I prepare myself, he smirks and sets a hand softly on my hip, his thumb rolls back and forth across my skin, his eyes focusing on making sure I was okay.

The light movement from his thumb filled my senses and I could feel my body relax a bit, the anticipation dying down ... that was until Eddie moved his hips forward, he was slow, deliberate with his movements, but never stopping.

The feeling of him entering you made you gasp and you could feel a tightness inside, a bit of pain, but that is quickly replaced by the softness of his skin on yours.

He softly thrusts once, the movement expanded you in places you never had felt and you feel yourself inadvertently say, "Yellow"

Eddie's eyes look at you and he nods, he doesn't stop just slows down and shifts until he is completely within you. There he stops, he takes several breaths, you watch as his chest rises and he continues to soothe your skin with his thumb. He looks down to see you watching him, his eyes soften and he reaches over to the notepad, using his other hand to flip to a page with an already scribbled message he had prepared for this, "say Green when I can move..."

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