Without You, There is No Me

Chapter 7: The Beginning of an Era

~Vic's POV~
Timing is key in situations like this. Meaning, telling the band about me and Kellin or "Kellic" as everyone on Twitter calls it. And its the prefect time with Tony and Mike coming out and all. I think Jaime would probably feel left out. He once told he he was bisexual, but I don't think its true. He was under a lot of stress, but we haven't really talked about it. It was a secret I will take to my grave. He trusted me, as he should. I think that since he was under stress, he thought maybe bisexuality could fill that void. But being gay doesn't solve your every problem. I don't really know what "sexuality" I am. Because I still think fucking girls is pretty fun, but is that really the only factor? Sex? Then again, whenever I'm around Kellin, its like its us against the world. When I'm with him, I feel like there's no one else for me. We have such a deep connection that I can't really explain in words. I love him.

Me: We need to tell them
Kellin: Can you please be more specific? I can't read your mind, sweetheart.
Me: We need to tell the band about... Us.
Kellin: Why do I care what your band thinks?
Me: That's not the point- we can invite Jack, Gabe, Jesse, Jack, whoever- I just don't like this whole "secret love" thing.
Kellin: Me neither, baby. But its a sacrifice we have to make...
Me: Wait... You want this a secret?
Kellin: Vic, what would the fans say? How would our friends react?
Me: Well they reacted well with Tony and Mike. Why won't they with us? Plus, people have shipped us for years.
Kellin: I forgot how convincing you are. Its actually pretty sexy ;).

UGGHHH KELLIN DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO ME?!?!

Me: Hell yeah I am. And you're going to come over tonight. I already invited our bands over.
Kellin: So damn sexy, Vic! That's right baby, tell me what am going to do. What else am I going to do to you tonight?
Me: Stick around and find out ;).

And he fucking sent me a picture of his dick

Me: Stop teasing me, Kellin.

And that's where I'll stop.

As usual, Jaime was the first one to arrive. Then Jack, Gabe, Tony, Mike, Kellin, Justin and lastly, Jesse. "Okay everyone gather around!" I yelled out, motioning everyone to the living room. They all obeyed, beer in hand. Kellin sat down dangerous close to me, I crossed my legs just in case. "Vic and I have something we'd like to annonce." He grabbed my hand and said, "With Mike and Tony telling us all about their relationship, we were inspired to do the same." Tony's face looked flushed and started sweating. Then, Jaime said, "Okay, before we move on, is anyone else gay?" We all laughed and shook our heads. "Nope. Sleeping with Sirens is 80% straight, depending on Kellin's sexuality" said Gabe. "Oh yeah, I'm 100% gay. Vaginas are scary." That made us all laugh. Except Tony. I don't know what his problem is. He's not the most social person I know, but still. Something weird is going on. I decide not to put him on the spot, I'll talk to him about it alone.
"Hey Turtle, something bothering you?" I say once we were alone. He just shook his head and said, "Oh Victor. You're the last person I can talk about this with." I wrap my arm around his shoulder and he starts turning red. I put my hands up like I'm guilty and I say, "Sorry, sorry I don't want Mike or even Kellin to get jealous."
"At first I was trying to make you jealous with Mike, but then we connected. B-but I can't get over this love I have for you."
"T-Tony. I dont know what to say."
"Whatever. You have Kellin. I have Mike. We can carry on with our lives."
"Then why are you upset?" He simply shurgged and said. "I don't know... I guess part of me just secretly hoped one day we would end up together and live happily ever after with our adorable Mexican children." We laughed like one of us wasn't in love with the other- just like friends. I hugged him and he hugged me back and I said, "But dude, my brother? That's fucked up. Don't make me jealous with my own brother." We laughed again, friends. "Okay well glad we talked, but I don't think Mike and Kellin should have to find out about this, right." I say. "Yeah. I don't wanna have to explain how I thought I was in love with his brother." And that's where we ended it. It'll be our little secret.

Hey guys! Thanks for reading! I can't believe I'm already on chapter 7!!!!! I've had so much fun writing this, and I couldn't have done it without you guys!
Besitos,
-A