Today 11:01 PM
: you good?
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: no 🫤
: what's wrong?
: do you need something?
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: no but i just feel like shit
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: i feel so sick but somehow not sick enough to throw up and my chest hurts so bad AND my boobs too
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: like i accidentally got elbowed in the boob in the hallway and almost started crying
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: and let's not even get started on the hormones... me and my mom have been arguing daily i think she's starting to suspect something
: could i get you something to help? like ginger ale or something?
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: well maybe
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: but i was doing some research and there's some vitamins i'm supposed to be taking
: do you want me to get them for you?
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: that would be nice
: okay
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: have you seen that lady on tiktok with the list of things that could happen to you during pregnancy??? my fucking hair and nails could fall out
: damn
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: are you still mad?
: i'm here for you as the person who got you pregnant not your friend
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: beau i said i'm sorry
: you talked to ryan for weeks and exchanged or got nudes from her you're not sorry
: like even if we weren't together do you not see how fucked up that was?
: while you were STILL having sex with me
: we just had sex not even a week ago and we were talking going to the same college and getting an apartment together
: and you knew we didn't mean that as best friends be fr
: i already apologized for my anger but i'm not in the wrong and if i'm delusional it's because you fed me lies about how you feel
: i hate how everyone's trying to make it seem like i'm crazy
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: you're not crazy
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: and that's your moms not me because i never tried to make it seem like you were crazy
: i have a question
: so are you like a lesbian now or what?
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: i think i'm bi because i liked you but i also like girls too
: do you want to be with her?
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: no it was just easier to talk her about everything i was going through because i would never have to see her again
: and the nudes...?
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: things got freaky at night that's all 😭
4liferr 🫱🏼🫲🏾: but i don't want to be with her or anything like that i would much rather be with you
: and you're still doing this shit
: i'll text you when i'm coming over with the stuff
Mama 🐮🤎
: hey mama
: could i have some money?
Mama 🐮🤎: For?
: i need to buy some stuff for asha
: like vitamins and stuff
Mama 🐮🤎: When are you planning on telling your mother? And is she planning on keeping her baby or?
: i don't know i didn't really want to ask
: but if asha doesn't keep the baby do i even need to tell her
Mama 🐮🤎: Yes you do
: but im scared 🫤 you know how she is
Mama 🐮🤎: You need to man up I don't know what to tell you 🤷🏽♀️
Mama 🐮🤎: There's a possibility you're about to be a father you need do man up and stop being scared of your mommy
: the same mommy you're scared of at 36 🤨
Mama 🐮🤎: Yes that same mommy
Mama 🐮🤎: So when do you want to tell her?
: sunday since that's the lords day and i can go to school to escape her the next day
Mama 🐮🤎: I wonder what she's going to do 😭 boyyyy is she going to beat your ass
Mama 🐮🤎: "I *belt* TOLD *belt* YOU *belt* IM *belt* TOO *belt* YOUNG *belt* AND *belt* SEXY *belt* TO *belt* BE *belt* A *belt* GRAND *belt* MA"
Mama 🐮🤎: I better take Giselle to your grandmas because Lord knows that girl doesn't need to get any more violent
: you really think this is funny?
Mama 🐮🤎: I'm sorry but a little bit
Mama 🐮🤎: The situation itself isn't funny but I'm making myself laugh
Mama 🐮🤎: But seriously teen pregnancy isn't funny and you may have just fucked up a lot of good opportunities for yourself
: Having me fucked up opportunities for you?
Mama 🐮🤎: Watch your mouth but I'm going to be very honest because you're grown now
Mama 🐮🤎: The way things were set up your mom got to have a life and I didn't but I was going to be staying at home before she was pregnant with you so it wasn't like I was forced
Mama 🐮🤎: But you're not going to do that to Asha so the both of you are only going to be able to have half lives and it sucks but that's just how having a kid at a young age is
Mama 🐮🤎: You're going to have to do things you don't necessarily want to do and it's going to be even worse for you because you're not together but it's time for you to be a man now
: is it bad that i want her to have an abortion? like badly
Mama 🐮🤎: No but you can't say that to her or anyone else but me
Mama 🐮🤎: But I think it would be the smartest decision
: the way you went from laughing at me to having this mature conversation is crazy
: but did you want to abort me?
Mama 🐮🤎: Well when I first found out it was right after she cheated on me so I wanted nothing more than for you to be gone so I wouldn't have to deal with her ever again
Mama 🐮🤎: But the second I saw your ultrasound everything changed for me and none of the stuff your mom did even mattered
Mama 🐮🤎: But still my life is fucked up never have kids
Mama 🐮🤎: Or at least not before 25
: i hear you 😭
Mama 🐮🤎: i'll get in the shower then i'll take you to get the stuff for asha together because you don't know what you're doing
: okay thanks
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