*Seol's POV*
"Jimin, I've got to cook dinner. Stop" I said whilst giggling in Jimin's arms.
He kissed me on the lips and took a sip of the water I placed on the table. Once dinner was cooked, I had served everything on plates and neatly arranged it out on the table.
"Mango, dinner is ready. Go and wash your hands please." She looks at me and then back at the TV, turning it off and running over.
She eagerly sits at the table as I place her little plates and cups in front of her.
"What would you like to drink Mango. Is orange juice okay?" I grab the juice from the fridge. She nods and begins picking her food.
"Hi baby." Jimin kissed me and sat at the table.
"Hi." I said softly, bringing over Mango's juice.
We had sat down and talked about interesting topics or mainly about Mango's new toys.
"Mango, please can we eat our vegetables. I would really appreciate it as I had cut them into flower shapes for you. Don't you like it." I tried my best to persuade her by pretending they were the best vegetables ever, when in reality, no one wants to eat veg. It's healthy which is why we eat it.
She shook her head.
"Okay then... can we try and eat one at least?" I helped her by picking up her fork and putting a carrot on it.
"And that's why daddy's cooking is better, right Mango?" I glared at Jimin, not impressed by his words.
He smiled amusingly and carried on eating, ignoring my stare.
*2 Hours later*
You're reading a fairy tale book to Mango as she slowly closes her eyes and falls asleep on her bed. You put the book on the side and pull the duvet over her body.
"Seol?"
"Yes Mango. What's wrong?"
"When can I get a baby brother? It's always so boring playing by myself."
I choke on my own thoughts.
"Soon, okay? Me and daddy are very busy, but we can always play with you."
"But it's not the same. Daddy is always at work and you're always cooking for us."
"Okay how about this. I will tell Daddy tomorrow that he has to play with you otherwise I'll tell him off. How does that sound??"
She nodded and smiled at me.
I pulled the duvet over her again as she drifted to sleep.
As I was leaving Mango's room, Jimin is leaning against the wall, opposite to her door.
I jumped from his appearance
"How long were you standing there for??"
He gave you a smirk and lifted you up over his shoulder.
"Yah Jimin. This isn't funny. Let me down. What are you doing?"
"You heard what she said. She wants a younger brother."
Jimin placed me onto the bed and crawls over my body, kissing my neck.
"Jimin. I've already told you I'm not ready to have kids."
"That's why I bought these, don't worry I'll play with her tomorrow. I don't think I can handle two kids."
He grabs a condom out of the draw.
*Flashback*
"I-I-I hate myself. I HATE MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE!! IT'S NOT FAIR!! IT'S NOT FAIR" I scream into Jimin shirts. He hugs me tightly not letting me go.
"That's it. Let it out Seol. You're okay, you're okay." He places his chin on top of my head.
My tears are absorbed by his shirt and have stained my face.
"Seol, it's not your fault, yeah? So please don't do this to yourself."
I discovered I had a miscarriage yesterday. I was going to be a mum and Jungkook was going to be a dad! It was my dream to create a family with the one I had loved. However, Jungkook was unaware and didn't even come looking for me after I had left the house.
I would never tell him.
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Captivated in the dark
FanfictionLiving with her dad was never intentional. She had been trapped, confined and bound to her dad since the death of her mother. Days at school seemed endless. Repeating in a constant cycle of returning home and heading to school. Until... She was capt...
