Because of you

Part 7 - Breath easily

Pete pov

I can breath easily now. Its hard seing bible and apo looking so broken. They are exhausted. The serching expedition still going on since four month ago. Both of them refuse to stop and keep searching like crazy. That stone hard jeff was appoint to be with bright even i know how hurt or anxious he is now. All of us together since our childhood. Apo partner also look tired feeling sad for all of us. I still cant believe that bull now safe and sound and order us like always. Now he want to please his baby and make all of us who are not into entertaiment start dancing again. And once again my stupid husband and best friend practice like crazy. We learn that, we must apreciate what we have and keep giving love to the love one. We dont know how will our life end. We always face the death since we are in this line.. but leaving hang without the conclusion teach us a lot.

I can see bright laughing here and there. But he never left mile side. He make sure mile in his sight. He become restless and panic. He must be hurt a lot. Now he dont hide his love anymore. He make sure everyone know that mile is belong to him. And that stupid bull now smile like a monkey proud of his baby. He once said if he know bright will act this way, he will disappear ealier which make he get a flying kick from apo and  a sulky bright for 3 days. He deserve that treatment. Looking at his pleading bright is such a satisfaction. Bright might be start showing his love but he still the upperhand one. He always can make mile life upside down.  You never win the wive team. Happy wife is happy family. But In their case,  happy bright is good news, sulky bright is disaster.

They still practicing. Hey relax a bit, we are here i said to bright. He look a bit panic. I know he said. I cant help it he answer pitifully. I pat his head. P, i am scare he suddenly said. Why i ask him. I dont think i can survive this for second time. Do i need to retire. I will go and die togther if i need to. He said. Then you will kill him slowly before real danger come i said. He look at me confusely. You are the reason he is alive today, do you think he will happy looking at you leaving your dream just like that, i ask him.  Bright, i hold his hand,  that not what he want. He want you to be happy in order for him to be happy. You are his first responsibility. He will leave anything for you. Can you be strong for him i ask him. He keep silent and finally nod his head. I am sorry p he said. Dont worry, its awful experiance, lets leave it behind. P arent you scare he ask again. I live in this scary situation all my life, i admit that i am weak before but i learn to accept that. So i slowly adjust to this. Its not easy but we can try i answer honestly.  Then that bull come claiming his fiance
It just a small fanmeet but seems everyone so into it, its like new begining for all of us.