𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐘 𝐄𝐗, b.e

𝟎𝟏𝟏. . . do it then.

CHAPTER ELEVEN
do it then.

i've probably drank around 3 bottles of water. sobering up is what i always do i hate being hung over.

pey and bea have gone to bed and i really didn't want to go in to my room when billies mad at me. i could just tell she was.

she's never been like that with me before. i just have my airpods in listening to music, in the dark.

it's kinda peaceful. listening to my playlist, when the next song is i love you. fuck, this songs so beautiful.

i pull the blanket over my face, hiding. i havent really gotten over what happened with bill, i just pushed it too the back of my mind.

is not thinking about it getting over it? i don't remember much from those days, either i was too high or my brain blocked them out.

i come out from under the blanket to see billie standing right next to where i'm laying and she scares the shit out of me.

"why aren't you sleep?" i ask her, squinting my eyes to try and see her.

"why aren't you sleep?" she asks me.

"you can't just repeat my question." i groan. she drops her shoulders and covers her face in her hands.

"selene, just come to bed please."

"no, i'm comfy." i shake my head like a child, "come here." i hold my arms out and she lays on top of me. my hands goes through her hair.

"are you sober?"

"yeah?" i say and she lays her hands across my chest to put her chin on. she pulls her legs up and straddles me.

"good." she smiles, as she comes closer to me.

"you tryna kiss me, eilish?"

"shut up." as she grabs my cheek and pulls me in. i meet her half way, sitting up a little.

our lips meet and she pushes me back straight away, i gasp and when she does it. she kinda pulls away but i smile and pull her back in.

my hand goes to the back of her thigh, which keeps her in place on top of me.

we both turn our heads when we hear a crash down the hallway. billie grabs her phone and turns on the flashlight to see pluto running straight towards us. then to see sammy with his eyes closed, sleepwalking?

"is he sleepwalking?" billie whispers, as she picks up pluto.

"i think so?" billie puts pluto the space next to us on the couch then snuggled down into me. i play with her hair as i watch sammy just down the other end of the hall into the kitchen.

he walks back down the hall with a glass of milk. he hates milk.

"the fuck is he doing?" i say under my breath. billie just snickers, putting her cold hands up my shirt.

"dude, your hands are so cold!"

"and you're warm."

sammyroyal just posted to their story!

"leave me alone!" i threw a pillow at sammy as he laugh at me. when i woke up billie was gone, sammy told me she took pluto out on a walk.

so im now cold and lonely. "we saw you to cuddling." sammy teases me and is smiling.

"mhmm?" i shrug my shoulders and death stare him. he threw his hands up like he just got caught red handed.

"leave the girl alone, sammy. not like you could ever score!" peyton laughs and i kick her.

"you're even worse than he is!"

i get up off the couch and go into my bedroom, smiling like an idiot. i grab my clothes, head into the bedroom.

it took my about half an hour to get ready and i go back into the living room to see peyton and sammy move way from eachother as i enter the door.

"stop acting weird you guys, it's freaking me out." they both just look at me.

then both say, "we're not acting weird?"

"shut up." i say as i sit on the couch, jamie comes out of his room half asleep.

"dude, it's one thirty?" sammy questioned jamie.

"sorry, mom. i didn't know i had to be up by a certain time."

"someone woke up with an attitude." sammy replied which made me laugh.

"ohhh, selene what are you doing for your birthday?" peyton pokes me in the arm.

"consume party, obviously."

"fuck yeah!"

"you better look hot, selene!"