Warning: Death
There was blood
All over the carpet floor
I could barely believe it
.....
I did the unthinkable
I took a life
I took the life
Of a seven year old kid
Who had done no wrong
Who was learning between the right and wrongs
Who didn't know the cruelty of the world that I do
And
That's why
I did it
I was envious how the child could live so carefree while the world was suffering, the way I was suffering.
The way that we don't even try to understand, but hate.
For we always believe
We're in the right
Because if we're not then we will have
To admit that we were wrong
Which is the hardest task
Of all
While all this Chaos in the world was happening, they were playing outside in their backyard with their puppy.
Not knowing what tragedy was in store for them.
I killed that child
When I grabbed the knife
And made my first cut
On my right wrist.
⚠️ Warning: The last part is pretty cruel as I touched more of the topic of suicide, and maybe unsettling to read. ⚠️
In the end were all just children
Who were ignorant until
Our eyes opened to the
Harsh truth of this world.
Life is short and it sucks.
Although we still
Only have one life for what we know.
One life only to do the things we love; to cherish the people we love, for the people we met. To cherish the good and bad memories we have. For even though the bad things may feel as if they haunting us. Even though they may make us feel that our world is ending this very second. The truth is with out the dark days there's no yang to our yin. There would neither be happiness nor sadness; Nothing to gain and nothing to lose. There would be nothing. No life, no death
Nothing would cease to exist.
For we would never be able to learn from them or grow, we would believe we could get away with anything and everything until we burn everything into ash.
Actions have consequences no matter what, lots are out of our control, but
The obvious is that we all control our own actions
We choose which path to take
On a two-way path.
We may not choose to be born,
We may not choose the pain we feel
Inside
We may not choose when a love one is
loss,
But we can choose if
To move forward or to
Give up on life itself
Whatever the choice
We believe we made
The right one.
Though do we really know if there's
A right one?
No one can say either choice is wrong for even if it's upsetting.
Both are valid.
Moving forward in life takes a lot of courage and further may even lie more agony.
Giving up means being freed from this prison we live in, but leaving behind everything we have love here.
Both have pros and cons in a twisted way.
Life and death is always
A hard topic for anyone to discuss, but both will always prosper.
With every baby born
There is a death
To make room
For the new.
