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Izuku sat on a hill far away from most city's

Sitting in the tall grass as wind rustled through his hair as much as the grass

The sun slowly setting the background turning the blue sky an orange and farther away from the sun, a purple

Izukus eyes were closed as he breathed in and out slowly

Isumi: hey izuku?

Izuku didn't respond

She walked up and sat beside him

Isumi: you good? You've beed... distant

Izuku: I got... so angry, fighting bakugo, there was so much hate I thought... hate I wanted to put behind me, but the more i fought, the more I just wanted to hurt him, but not only him, mom, dad, even you

Isumi: izuku... I cant say I know the hate you have from your past, but I do know you disurve to feel it, I've gotten a taste of the pain you felt, and I hate it too-

Izuku: when we were about to fight... all I was thinking about was hurting you

Isumi was silent

Izuku: I have so many things going on in my life... it's so confusing i get headaches trying to remember it all

Isumi: iz-

Izuku pulled out his masters sword

Izuku: this was my sensei's sword... when he wielded it it was white... now its pitch black and I dont know what it means!

He stabs it into the ground letting go and stopping the aura

Izuku grabs his head looking down and tearing up slightly

Izuku: no matter how I look at it I feel like a fraud, never truly one thing, all the lies, and can do nothing for anyone

They both sat in silence

Izuku: should I just give up?

Isumi: being a hero

Izuku: what kinda hero would I be, like all might?

Isumi: I'd hope not

Izuku: I dont really see me being a hero in future

Isumi: dont say that, your an amazing hero already, you saved momo didn't you

Izuku: yeah, now she's in hiding and cant even see her family

Isumi: honestly it didn't seem like her family cared much

Izuku: rich people huh

Isumi: anyways, your a better person then me izuku, you'll be a great hero

Izuku: thanks

Izuku mind: but you dont have the full picture

They sat for a while watching the sun set

Izuku: I think it's time to go home

Isumi: right... izuku?

Izuku: yeah?

Isumi: please dont give up

Izuku: right

They walk off going there separate ways

Izuku: is all my existence is? Making other people happy, always helping, always giving? What have I got left?

He gets into his apartment setting his swords down on a table

Izuku: you here to kill me?

He referred to the tall man with a skull shaped mask sitting on his couch

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