(This chapter contains mention of suicide and suicidal thoughts for anyone who might find this as a trigger. Thank you for reading)
The war was still going and we all knew that we were gonna loose, we had to make a run for it. Tara ended up going back into the house to try and get as much medication and food as possible so we would still have something to eat. Once Tara gives us the signal that she's ready to go we make a run for the gate and run as fast as we can away from Negan and his gang.
After we're far away from the house we sit down and catch our breath. "Thanks alot Julia" Abraham says sarcastically. "What'd you want me to do, you know they weren't just gonna let us get away they were gonna end up killing one of us and you know it" I reply getting up and walking over to Abraham. "Yea well you could've ask for our opinion before going ahead and using that fucked up brain of yours" Abraham replies getting up in my face.
"Get out of her face" Dad says pushing Abraham out of my face. "Or what Daryl, it's not our fault your daughter is fucked up spastic" Abraham answers. And with that dad punches him in the face. "DAD STOP" I yell but they don't stop. Rick, Glenn and Eugene step in between them and try to get them to stop fighting. "This is all your fault Julia" "you mess everything up" "The voices" I whisper. I start walking off in the other direction when I start to feel dizzy. "Julia?" I hear Maggie say but everything was muffled it was like I couldn't hear anything, then i blank out.
Daryl's POV:
I turn my head and see Julia walking away but then she stops and before I know she falling to the ground. "JULIA" I yell. I rush to her side and hold her in my arms cradling her. "Daryl" Carl says kneeling down next to Julia. "What Carl?" I ask not taking my eyes off Julia. I couldn't loose my little girl, not again. "When she was walking off I heard her say something about voices" Carl replies. I look up from Julia feeling my face go pale, I put Julia's head down gently and I get up and walk back over to Abraham.
"See what you did Abraham" I say. "You not only caused my daughter to have a panic attack and pass out but little did you know that my daughter used to be suicidal and said that whenever the voices where in her she would want to do it. AND NOW YOU HAVE CAUSED THOSE VOICES TO COME BACK SO LETS SEE HOW LONG UNTIL SHE TRIES TO KILL HERSELF HEY ABRAHAM'" I reply yelling. "i-i'm sorry daryl I didn't know" Abraham answers backing away. "Of course you didn't." I walk over to Julia and sit next to her putting my hand on her forehead wiping the hair out of her face. "it's gonna be ok birdie, I promise I'm gonna protect you until the day I die" I say to her.
Julia's POV:
I feel my eyes opening slightly and my head stop hurting. I sit up and see everyone else asleep, Carl was asleep on obe side next to me and my dad on the other. It looked like the sun was just coming up so I got up and went for a walk. I found a little hill with a clearing and sat there and watched the sunrise just like the good old days, when I hear someone walking behind me.
I turn around to see Maggie. "Hey Jules how you feeling?" She asks sitting down next to me. "Better" I reply. "Can I talk to you about something?" She asks me. I look at her concerned. "Sure" I reply. "So your dad told us how you used to have these voices and they would tell you to do things to yourself and I just wanted to say to you I know how you feel" Maggie says putting her arm around me. "You do?" I ask. "Yea actually, when I was your age I had this group of popular girls that would always bully me and call me names like slut and fat. It got to the point where I tried to end it. Even my sister Beth had the same problem and I just wanted to tell you Jules that your not alone, I've got your back and I'm pretty sure Tara and Rosita do too, and maybe even Carl."
I feel tears well up in my eyes when Maggie tells me all this and I couldn't help but let them all out. "I'm just so scared Maggie, like I don't when this is going to end and I always have this feeling that one day I'm gonna wake up and everyone I love is gonna be gone and I'll be left by myself once again and I can't stand the thought of loosing you and Carl and dad. Cause your like a mother to me and dad I've lost him once and I can't loose him again and of course I can't loose Carl, I love him too much and I can't stand the thought of living without him" I say crying into Maggie's arms. "I promise you Julia that me and you are gonna make it out of the together, no matter what" Maggie says rubbing my back comforting me. "Thank you Maggie, it means alot to me" I say. "Come on let's get your face cleaned up then head back to the others shall we?" She asks standing up and holding a hand out for mr to grab. "Yes we shall" I reply with a laugh.
(Hey guys so I'm gonna keep the story going for longer cause I figured out more ideas on what to write so I really hope you guys like it. Thank you)
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