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A/N- this chapter contains a scene with a suicide attempted by OD.  It also included a sexual assault scene similar to Tyler's.  If that makes you uncomfortable please skip.  This is your trigger warning.

Months had passed since November, it was now April

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Months had passed since November, it was now April.  I still felt guilty of Jeff's death but not as much.

One day at school I opened my locker and there were pictures of Jeff's dead, lifeless body all over inside my locker.  I slammed the door and rushed to the bathroom.

I threw up in a toilet, it had been months since I saw him like that.  I started to cry remembering everything.

"You're acting like a baby, Paige." an annoying voice said.

I unlocked my stall door to see a smiling Courtney Crimsen, holding a picture of Jeff.

"What the fuck is wrong with you Courtney?" I said with a few tears down my cheek.

"Nothings wrong with me Paige, I'm not the one who let her brother leave, drunk." Courtney said.

"I didn't know he was drunk, and I sure as hell didn't think he'd die that night!" I said trying my best to stay strong.

"You play a big game Paige.  And I'm impressed." Courtney said while glaring at me on the ground.

"What does that mean Courtney?" I asked with a harsher tone.

"Calm down Paigey, it means I find it entertaining how you act like you're so strong, when in reality you're just a weak slut!" Courtney said spitting in my face.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" I asked Courtney while I stood up.

Courtney laughed and then pushed me into the side of the bathroom stall.  She kicked me and bashed my head against the toilet seat before shoving a mop handle up my lady area. 

Before leaving the bathroom she took a picture of me, bloodied up with a mop handle inside of me, blood seeping out from underneath me.

"This is golden!" Courtney laughed.  "Have fun Paige."

After sitting there sobbing for a while I wiped up the blood on the group and put a pad on.  I tried to clean up my face but the cuts hurt too much to touch.

I was bloody and covering in tears.  I was ashamed and embarrassed.  I walked through the halls of Liberty till I bumped into Mr. Porter.

"Miss Atkins, oh my!  Come into my office, let's talk for a bit." He said with shock.

I obliged because I felt I was required too.

"What happened Miss Atkins?" Porter asked.

I looked at my shoes, blood was smeared on them.  I looked at Porter with a look in my eye asking for help.

"Who did this to you?" he asked.

I opened my mouth, prepared to call out Courtney for the shit she put me through, but nothing came out.

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