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Blood on the walls. On me. On the floor.

People standing over me staring.

Clint and tasha standing there looking like goldfish.

I didn't like how this felt. I wanted to get away from my past of hurting people. And now my ex was laying on the floor unconscious.

What is Bruce gonna say?

Steve...
He now stood there.
Now I cried. Seeing how disappointed he looked.
I needed to get away.

I ran out the door and hid. Where? In the alley. Behind a dumpster.

"Y/n!" Steve called, "Y/n!" I could see him standing in the entrance to the alley looking around.

I tried to stiffle my sobs. Steve looked down the alley, "y/n, please- ple-" he let out a sigh, "are you okay? Are you hurt?"

No answer.

"Y/n I know your hiding behind that dumpster. Come out." He said. His voice was soft. Gentle.

Still I didn't answer him.

"Fine. I'm your not coming out, then I'm coming in. " his foot steps came toward where I was hiding.

" please Steve, don't come over here. " I whispered. 

He stood over me now.  "Are you okay?" He asked. 

I shook my head, "I wanted him to die. Do I seem okay? I'm a trained assassin.. what business do I have living in this city? What business do I have living at all? I'm a treat to everyone."

"You don't mean that." Steve kneeled next to me.

"I do. I don't know that I even want to be alive anymore." I sniffed, "I- I'm a danger. To everyone. To the world."

"That's not true." He said, "you are a blessing. More than you know."

"I'm sick and twisted. I liked killing people. I'm broken." My voice cracked, "and I'm stronger than I know, and I can't help it! And there's no way to numb the pain. I'm stuck in my head all the time, and there's no one who knows what this is like."

"What about me?" Steve asked.

"What about you?" I snapped.

"I got the serum too. I'm stronger than I know too. I'm stuck in my head too. And I have no way to numb the pain either. But I took something away from that." He whispered.

I forgot about him. Maybe there was someone who knew what I felt.

"What?" I mumbled, being to proud to admit that he knew what I felt.

"It's not your fault all the time." He snuggled me.

Hey peoples! After a break over Christmas I'm back for good! I'm going to try and post once a week at least. Please tell me if I spelled something wrong.

-cowchic2007