"so Dreykov came into your room, and tried to re-recrute you to Red Room, and you pinned him against the wall?" Natasha asked for the second time. "yes. Exactly." I replied.
Natasha cursed in Russian. "any clue what he wanted? What the job was?" "no, none at all." I sighed softly.
"wanna clue me in on what's going on?" Steve asked.
"Dreykov is the leader of the Red Room and what was like our father. If your father liked to send you on what was basically a suicide mission to assassinate political leaders and then chain you to a dock in freezing cold Siberian rivers." I explained.
"I see why you're ecstatic to return to him." Steve chuckled. "I'm never going back. You'll have to kill me first." Natasha stared out the window.
"Im afraid thats his plan..." Steve said, " What if he knows that, and hes prepared to do whatever it takes to get you back." he squeezed my hand. I tried to keep my body from shaking, and i could feel an anxiety attack coming on.
I bit my lip so hard it bled, nervous habit im afraid. I walked out of the room.
***
The one place i could truly be alone. most of the time. i sat on the floor of the bathtub underneath the falling water of the shower, fully dressed. I contemplated turning the cold water and sitting under it until i died of pneumonia or hypothermia, but that could take some time. not a fast enough solution to my quickly approaching problem.
"y/n?" Jacks soft little voice came through the shower curtain. see why i said most of the time? jack could always find me. "yes buddy?" i tried to sound like i had been crying. we chatted back and forth in russian.
"are you okay?" he asked opening the shower curtain. i shut off the shower, "yes im fine." "steves looking for you." i cursed. "dont say bad words, y/n. even in russian." "who told you that was a bad word, jack?" "Aunty tasha."
wow thanks tash.... "wheres steve?" "sitting on your bed."
Hey guys! *waves* Sorry my post have been a little weird and i havent been posting regularly. i have drivers ed in the morning but this is my last week, and i have school and im babysitting a lot. I hope to get back into a regular-ish system after this and i hope to post once a week. love you guys! *blows kisses dramatically*
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FanficSteve Rodgers X Y/n but y/n is a teenger with a dark past and friends in low places, and she may have to use them in order to keep people safe. but what will be the cost?
