anything and everything in between

chaotic

so scared of the future
no idea where i'll go
but i know i'll never admit my fear
so i just keep it to myself

my mind is a messy room
no space for friends
at least, that's what i tell myself
so all my friendships have a bitter end

try to explain my thoughts
tell people what's on my mind
but i care more about their feelings
than i do for mine

love is something i've always loved
so i was all in when i met him
and now i spend my lone nights crying
i dont think i'll try love again

maybe i'm just overthinking
blowing things eay out of proportion
but that's just the way ive always been
wish growing up wasn't so chaotic