I never asked for this

Chapter 33

Neville got you to the place he was talking about

And you were shocked

"Draco told you to bring me here didn't he?" You say and Neville nods

"He wrote to me before you left and told me here is the safest place to hide you." Neville says and you nod as you look at the mansion covered in vines and weeds everywhere

Your childhood home

Your mother and father would never come back here

There's happy memories of your parents actually maybe caring about each other

No way they wanna be anywhere with those

When you were born and as they raised you together, it seemed they are caring more to each other

All because of you your parents actually almost fell in love with each other

But well of course it didn't last and now they are probably back to square one

"The only place my family had happy memories." You say and Neville looked concerned as he was confused now why Draco said safe place, if it's your parents house

"So how is it safe?" He asks and you giggle as you walk in

"Because my parents hate happy memories." You say and Neville nods as he wanted to ask so many things now

"Can we talk about your past?" Neville asks and you sigh as you sit on the couch and Neville sits beside you

"Okay, it's not something I enjoy talking about tho." You say and Neville nods

"I can guess why." He says and you nod as you sigh and start to tell him all about your childhood

Which he finally was able to realize why you hate the last name Lestrange

"My parents would bring me to death eater meetings and my mom would always try and make me participate their future little death eater is what they called me." You say and Neville got why being compared to a death eater would hurt you as all people have called you since the moment you were born is a future death eater

"I'm sorry." Neville says and you smile at him

"You didn't know and I made sure you didn't know, so it's not your fault, entirely." You say as you snuggle next to him explaining your terrible childhood until your mother was put into Azkaban, you didn't understand why she never came back and why you were taken out of the manor and brought to the Malfoys, daily you asked for your mother and Aunt Narcissa never knew how to respond  
  
'I hate how I was one of them I thought of her as something so evil, I should have immediately wondered why she used a fake last name and why she would always be so awkward around me, and it wasn't because she had a crush, her mother took my parents from me by making them too crazy to sometimes even get out of bed. She felt guilty for something she never did and my actions just made her feel worse, I was a terrible boyfriend but I'm going to make it up to her.'