I never asked for this

Chapter 4

Neville ran over holding you a flower Incased in something "What is this?" You say and Neville smiles

"It's a gift since I love you." He says and you look at him as smiles "the flower means I'll love you forever and it's something so it'll never wilt like our love." Neville says and you looked at him he was so adorable

"Your so cute." You say and he smiles

"Oh thanks." He says and you chuckle

*Would he truly love me if he found out who I was? I doubt it truly who'd love the daughter of bellatrix lestrange the girl who was left alone for months in an empty house until her aunt and uncle finally found her and raised her, who would love the girl who's mother forced her to use an unforgivable curse on muggles when I was only 2!!!* you think and Neville saw how your smile disappeared he realized you've been doing that a lot you'll smile then stop

"What's wrong?" He says and you smile

"Nothing just zoned out I'm sorry I have a lot on my mind mostly family stuff." You say and Neville nods

"Anything I can help with?" He asks and you shake your head

"No it's fine it's my problems." You say and he nods and then kisses your forehead an smiles you didn't want to ruin your relationship but if Neville finds out you'll lose him you know it and it'll break your heart and you can't go through that

|A few days later|

You were with Draco when umbridge walks over saying boys and girls must be 8 inches from each other

"What he's my cousin you think I'm gonna fuck him or something I'm good not really into the whole incest thing even if my family is know for it no thanks it's not for me." You say and Draco laughs

"You Lebitch." He says and you roll your eyes he's always called you that because of your last name he puts le in front of words because of lestrange

"Don't call me that I swear." You say as umbridge then walked off and you swear she's taken over the school like this year went down fast your mom has broken out of Azkaban, hogwarts isn't teaching you how to use spells

But really your mom taught you every curse when you were a toddler and forced you to practice them on muggles, muggleborns and half bloods so truly your fine

You never liked the memories it scarred you so badly as a toddler that you remember to this day

*I truly just want a normal life but I won't ever get that*