Getaway

019

Athena

It felt so real. 

Last night I dreamed of very strange things. First, with a guy that was gorgeous, and made me feel precious, and then a little boy. He was adorable with his chubby cheeks, brown hair and brown eyes. Milo! That was his name. And for the big boy was A- Atlas. 

I felt like every moment with them was real. Every moment, touch, emotion. Everything was real. And more with Atlas. The way he held me... I loved every moment of it. Sadly it was all a dream. 

A dream.

Nothing was real.

My mind decided to play with me; to create a scenario in mind, like if it was perfect. With the perfect boy by my side, what I liked about him is that he didn't try to force me to do things, he let me pick and decide what I wanted to do. And I liked that. 

I'm stretched out in bed watching the sunrise from the window, and with one hand inside the sheets and the other outside scratching grumpy's head. He stirs in his sleep, and moves his head a little, so is a little more pressed against my hand. 

There was something from Atlas that reminted me of Grumpy. I don't know what but it was as if I recognize his vibe, from Grumpy. 

Grumpy moves his head, so he is looking at me. He licks my cheeks, and I smile at him. 

"Morning". I tell him, scratching his head. 

When I'm moving to get out of bed, Grumpy lets out a loud whine. As if he didn't want the moment to end. 

"I'm not leaving you, I'm just going to the bathroom". When I see that he has stopped making whines, and is quiet, thats when I start to go to the bathroom. 

When I get to the bathroom, I take my time to do my private things. And when I finally look at myself in the mirror, I let a squeal out of my throat. 

A hickey.

A fucking hickey. 

 What?! When?!

Nobody came home yesterday, I was all alone. So someone explain this to me, please; cause I don't understand.

Wait, in my dream, Atlas did kiss me in my neck. But that can't be right? Because it was that, a dream. But then again, I was alone, so nobody could have done it. Maybe I could have done it myself?

No, thats impossible. 

Ugh, another mystery added to my life. Thats so great! Note the sarcasm. 

These last days, my life has been going through some strange situations. 

Grumpy is looking at me, well specifically at the hickey. There's something in his eyes that I can't quite fit in. But something inside me, tells me that he approves it. 

"What? You like this?". I question him, pointing with one hand my neck. 

He in response, sticks his tongue out to the side. I shook my head to the side. How is it possible to have such an intelligent dog? 

"At least I look hot with that. Something good I had to get". I say, while looking and touching the hickey. 

I don't even want to think about how I got it. 

***

Hi!

I wanted to say sorry for this chapter. I know its short, but these last few days had been a little complicated for me. But now I'm getting better. I made what I could. 

But I'm really sorry. 

Well, I hope you like it, though.