Athena
What seemed like hours were actually minutes. The pain consumed me in ways I can't explain, and it made me feel all kinda of emotions. Grumpy stayed still all the time; like he was a statue.
Am I feeling all the pain that I deserve?
I move myself towards the living room, where I throw myself on the sofa. I fully stretch, putting my arms above my head and streching out my legs. Grumpy takes this as an oportunity to put himself over me. I smile at him. I don't know what I would do, if it wasn't for him.
Grumpy moves his head, to look directly into my eyes; like asking me what's happening. I shook my head. But then I think, why can't I express my thoughts? Why can't I open up to someone? Even if its an animal.
"You know, the previous day, I was feeling like shit. Because, I don't know when my family will come to visit me. Don't get me wrong, I love them, but my brother... I don't know what will happen when I see him standing by the door. Fear? Yes. Terrified? Also yes. I am tired of keeping it secret. Maybe its time to talk to someone, who isn't an animal". I have forced myself to talk about this. To open up. To let my barriers come down, and right now I feel better.
Proud of myself. For getting a small step.
Grumpy lickes my face and puts his paws in between my neck.
Wow.
For being a dog, I assure you he is way to intelligent.
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We stayed in this position, fo exactly three hours. I feel comfortable around him; I have this feeling that he will protect me with everything he have.
Its playing love me more, by Sam Smith. I empathize so much with this song.
So, I move my body towards my window, to be able to watch the sunset. Its absolutly beautiful. It has a very specific orange combinated with a very light yellow. I would love to watch this every day. I pause the song.
And it is at this moment, that I start to think and ask me questions. What will happen the day Harry comes? It will be the same as in the past? Has he changed? Does he feels any remourse for all the things he did?
And I don't have any single answer to all those questions that pop to my head.
Don't think of it. You're not alone anymore. I tell to myself.
Yes, you are. You are and will be always alone. My conscience betrays me.
Maybe that's the truth.
"Grumpy, what are we going to do now?"
Us against the world.
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