Beyond The Point of Hopelessness

Chapter 2

Kat's POV

UCLA... the school of my dreams. Nobody can know who i am and i can not let anyone in. I need to just focus on graduating and getting a good life started for myself. I decided to study psychology and music. I wanted to know why people do what they do... what mental illnesses are and stuff like that.

My summer was lonely, me in my dorm and i was all alone. My depression got really severe over the summer, i cut a lot and my scars are super bad... but i guess that's what i get for being worthless. Class is about to start... ughhhhh...

"Hello class," our professor says and there are a few mumbles of "hi". I don't want to be here, but it's good for me.

After class i get up and start walking out. "Hey im Saddie," a black haired girl says to me, "Hi, i'm Kat."

"You're really pretty, do you wanna go get some coffee and just chill? I don't have another class until this afternoon," she says

"Sure, that sounds good. I don't have another class until this afternoon either." I say and smile very very small.

"So, welcome to UCLA by the way." she says and smiles at me.

"thanks, i love it here." i say and smile back.

"So what do i need to know about the people here and the school itself?" I ask, and im glad that i did.

"Well, there's the slutty group" she says pointing to the group of girls with short shorts on and you can see their asses, "and there's the hot guys" she says motioning over to a group of guys that are so perfect.

"are any of them single?" i ask and she nodds, "They all are, they're kinda douche bags." When she says that, I laugh.

we grab our coffees and sit on the grass, "There's John: a douche but great in bed, well so i've heard; Drake: Beautiful, but a manwhore; Jake: a nerd, a good fuck, but he always wants to have three ways and stuff; Jack: Beautiful, sexy, abs, etc. But another manwhore; and finally... Harry: Perfect, never has more than a one night stand though." she says and when she points to him, i recognize him as my old bestfriend's brother..

"you know him, don't you." she says and i nod.

"my bestfriend died a little while back, that's her brother. After she died, he got mean and reckless... he was an ass to me all the time. He probably won't even recognize me." i said and she hugged me

I got up, "im sorry, i have to go.. ill meet up with you later Saddie," i said and started walking away.

"Kat? Is that you?" a familiar voice said.

"Sorry, you must have the wrong person," i said lying, just my luck, right after i said that Saddie came up to us.

"Kat, you forgot your phone," she says and harry looks at me and has a confused look on his face.

"Thanks Saddie," i say and start walking when Harry grabs my hand and turns me around.

"why did you lie to me?" he said and i laughed.

"do you not remember what you did to me after Ally died? Because i do, very clearly actually," i say and turn and walk away again

He kept following me though.

"i'm not like that anymore Kat, i swear. I was messed up back then but im ok now." he says and for a second i believe him.

"ok harry, i believe you." i say and he smiles,

"I missed you Kat," he says and he hugs me tight and i hugged back because the truth is, i missed him too.

"Harry, aren't you gonna introduce us to this girl?" I think jack asks.

"Guys, this is Kat a childhood friend." he says and i smile, i do a small wave to them and they all smile back at me.

"Isn't she just a gorgeous little thing," Drake says and i start blushing

"Back off Drake, she's off limits." he says and i just look at him

Drake comes up to me and lifts my hand to his lips, "It's a pleasure to meet you Kat," he says and kisses my hand

I blush and smile, "Thanks Drake, it's nice to meet you guys too."

"why don't you come and hangout with us?" Jake says

"ok, why not? i could use some fun." i said and all the boys smiled except for harry.

weird.

oh well, Im ready for some fun.