Kasal kayo pero sa tuwing mananaginip siya pangalan ng ex niya binabanggit nito, and you hear his every plea everytime he says her name. May anak kayo pero sa tingin mo wala kayong halaga sa kanya dahil dito. You hear him say things he's never told...
"X-xie..." pagtawag ko dito. Ugh I feel so dumb getting all emotional over this
"Hey..." sambit niya squatting in front of me habang nakaupo ako sa gilid ng kama
"Sorry... I..."
"No River... I'm sorry... ako yung mali... sorry for hurting you... sorry for making you question yourself... and your love for me... sorry River..."
Imbis na sagutin si Trixie, I just hugged her tight before sobbing. Wala na kong pakialam kung magmukha akong tanga na umiiyak sa harap ng asawa ko. All I know is that... that's all I want.
"River... tama na... I'm sorry... I judged you... inisip ko lang noon was... was my jealousy taking over with someone who doesn't even exist anymore... mali ako River... I'm sorry..."
I was unable to answer because... all those pent up thoughts and emotions from the past three years were as if... released from me.
"River... I'm sorry..." sambit pa niya but ai pushed her slightly when I heard her crying this time
"Xie... no... please don't cry... please..." sambit ko wiping her tears. I lifted her up to sit beside me and she spoke up once again
"I... I was so lost in my own feelings that... hearing you say another name... closed my ears from what is the reality of everything... a-ang alam ko lang naman kasi noon... aksidente yung nangyari satin... that you could've been with Hannah if not for me... n-na ako lang may gusto ng nangyari..."
"But she's dead before that happened Xie..."
"That I didn't know. Or I forgot. I'm sorry..."
"Xie... I did that with you willingly... that night was never an accident for me... never Xie"
"River... I'm really sorry" sambit ni Xie covering her face but I just hugged her tight.
"I... I love you Trixie. I love you..."
When we both calmed down we headed downstairs with her pulling me. It was as if I was in a film playing in slow motion all of a sudden
"River? Ayaw mo ba ng ulam?"
"H-ha? No. Uhm sorry" sambit ko as I snap back to reality
She sat beside me and held my hand. Zac was with our nanny in the living room kaya kaming dalawa lang ang andito
"I'm really sorry River..."
I shook my head disagreeing with her.
"No... it's not your fault... I am at fault here too... I should've talked about my dreams with you... that way you wouldn't have felt unloved. I'm sorry..."
"River... wala kang kasalanan... okay?"
"Xie..." pagtawag ko dito
"Ano yun?"
"W-will you still divorce me? Will I ever be able to spend more time with my son? W-with you?" Kabadong tanong ko dito
"River..."
"I... I would understand if you'll still choose to leave I—"
"No"
"W-what?"
"No ones leaving anymore. I'm... I'm done running away... I'm done escaping River" sambit niya wiping the tears I never even noticed that fell out again
"Xie..."
"Ako naman yung may tanong"
"What is it?"
"Will you allow me to... to be Mrs. Quijero again? And be your wife?"
"You never stopped being my only wife Trixie. Never" sambit ko and we hugged again
"I love you... I love you..." paulit ulit kong sambit habang yakap yakap ko si Trixie
If this is a dream... I'd rather stay here...
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