Kasal kayo pero sa tuwing mananaginip siya pangalan ng ex niya binabanggit nito, and you hear his every plea everytime he says her name. May anak kayo pero sa tingin mo wala kayong halaga sa kanya dahil dito. You hear him say things he's never told...
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Trixie's PoV
"Hi babyyy!" Bati ni Zac sa kapatid niya nang maiuwi namin ito galing ospital
"Mommy what's the baby's name?"
"It's Xyriel Amethyst, baby Zac"
"Wow! Hi baby Xyriel!" Excited na sambit nung bata
"Zac?"
"Yes mommy?"
"Promise mommy you'll look after her okay?"
"Of course mommy! I'll be her guard! I swear!"
"Thank you baby boy" sambit ko kissing my son
"Alright now mommy and Xyriel needs some rest, Zac" River
"Okay mommy! Daddy! Good night!"
"Good night pretty boy" bati ko sa bata bago siya hinatid ng papa niya sa kwarto
I headed to our room and stared at our baby for minutes before he came in.
"Not yet sleepy?"
"Not really... River?"
"Hmm?"
"She's real... right?"
"She's very real"
I've gone through pregnancy before but this still felt surreal the second time around especially now... I know I have someone by my side.
"I can look after her. You need to rest a bit more, love"
"You're tired as well River"
"Not more tired than you so you sleep first, okay?" Sambit niya kissing my forehead and laying me down to sleep.
4 years ago this is all I ever wanted. A perfect life. A perfect love. But I failed to see that all because I thought wrong of my own husband. I sometimes think to myself... ano kayang sitwasyon namin ngayon kung... kung napag-usapan namin ng maayos yung mga hinala ko at mga panaginip niya? Would we still have to separate or we'd be happier before?
Pero ayoko nang balikan yung mga nangyari na. I will just have to bring those memories and the lessons it has with it together with me as we move forward as a family. Learn from it and make sure it never happens again.
Our life was never perfect, nobody is. Pero kami mismo ang magdedesisyon sa sarili namin kung ano na nga ba yung sa tingin namin eh perpekto... na wala ka nang hihilingin pa pag nakamit mo. We make our own perfect future, sabi nga ni Mrs. Quijero, and it definitely is true, because if you never see something perfect for you, you can never reach a point in your life where you can feel that, this is it. I did it. We did it. There may be no ends, but there will always be new chapters and new beginnings. Even if you have to endure something because of a mistake. A terrible mistake. It will always be for a reason. A reason that will bring you life's lessons and make you learn to appreciate that even the most terrible mistake, can be considered a beautiful mistake.
