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"YOU'RE STILL HERE?" sebastian's voice made ian raise his head. sebastian had a slight annoyed look in his eyes as he appeared from the hall. the noirette was still not very happy that the red head was in los angeles, because well, he said to not show up?
even with the noirette showing his distaste towards ian he still couldn't help but smile, it was stupid, ian was still completely smitten with him.
"well, where else do i have to go?" ian wondered, continuing to watch as sebastian made coffee. the noirette wasn't wearing a shirt so it gave ian time to let his eyes travel along the few new tattoos across his shoulder and the large one on his spine.
it was intertwining dragons, one black, one red. it was the only red tattoo sebastian had. "don't stare at me or i'll punch you." sebastian told ian, because he could practically feeling his eyes burning a hole into him.
"you have new tattoos." ian acknowledged, bringing a sigh from the noirette.
"yeah. i get tattoos all the time." sebastian gave a brief answer, hating how long it took for the coffee to brew.
"when'd you get the dragons?" ian wondered, still observing the well done tattoo carefully.
"i don't know." sebastian shrugged, knowing he wouldn't answer either way but couldn't due to his poor memory.
the room was painfully quiet afterwards. with ian trying to find words to fill the silence and sebastian impatiently waiting for the coffee to finish brewing so he could leave the room as quickly as possible.
sebastian was full of resentment and love for the red head and he fucking hated it. he didn't want anything to do with ian but he couldn't help but still feel for him.
this was exactly why he wanted to leave chicago so badly.
feelings.
ian.
but that was the same reason he longed to go back to be with his family again. the gallaghers were the only people who ever cared for sebastian. the milkovich's never did, they gave him up. the henry's didn't, or at least it felt like they didn't. plus the eeriness they gave him when louis came back made everything much worse.
he didn't know where to find himself again. he wanted to leave, take a breather and possibly never return again. all of his trauma was built on the south of chicago and he wanted an escape and he found that opportunity after the hospital.
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