ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪᴛ ʀᴀɪɴꜱ - miya twins

Chapter 31

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Author's POV

"Osamu, what is this?" You ask, raising your hand that held the paper tightly. The silver haired looked at you with glossy eyes. He looked like he was about to cry, he felt devastated, this is what he feared the most. You finding out.

"Love." He tries to calm you down with his soft and gentle voice but when he took a step forward, you took a step back.

"Don't love me answer my question, Osamu." You stated with heavy breathing, wanting nothing more than for him to tell you it was all a joke, it wasn't true, "please don't tell me you were leaving without telling me."

Osamu couldn't take it anymore, he was devastated. You misunderstood him and it was all his fault, he goes up to you not letting you have time to take another step back as he tries to grap your wrist gently but you moved it away from him, his heart shattered beneath him.

"I... I was about to, believe me I was about to tell you." Osamu pleaded, hoping that you will at least believe him as he looks at you with desperate eyes.

"About to? This is less than a week Osamu! You're leaving for less than a week." You say, your tears now building up at the surface of your eyes. No body can call you dramatic now, because right now your lover had lies to you, "how am I supposed to prepare myself for that?"

"I didn't want you to feel sad, I wanted to take you with me. But I knew you had dreams here." Osamu explains, looking down as he feels shame constantly eating him up, "I didn't want to take that away from you."

"I don't care about what I want, I know how to adjust to your decisions. But what pisses me off is you lying to me." You say once more, pointing at the paper as one tear finally escapes your eye, "you're leaving for less than a weak, you lied about that. Promising me that we will grow old together here, you lied about that as well."

"My love." Osamu calls out, taking a step forward to you he cups your cheeks between both of his hands, however you only shook your head in decline. Trying to remove your head from his grasp.

"I need some time to think," you say, pursing your lips together, "but we're aren't okay yet, you're not okay. Let me fix this, we always fix this." The silver haired slightly begs, looking into your eyes to let you know how genuine he was.

"I can give this up, just for you." Osamu says, it shocks you. Your eyes wide, the sentence was powerful, but thinking about how he was serious about giving it up for you, it was crazy.

"Just... Give me some time to think, Osamu." The full name you called him, his heart clenches as you said the word following with you brushing past him.

He just hopes, he'll choose the right decision.

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You weren't exactly sure where you were going, you just let your legs do their thing. It wasn't like you were running away, you needed to be away because you needed to have a clear moment to have thoughts come and be clear around you, you needed to be back on your right mind. What Osamu was saying earlier was messing up your mind exactly, you took a taxi and was dropped off to the city of the town.

You planned on getting yourself a cup of coffee, anything to help you relax with what you just experienced.

It was saddening you, you felt such heavy weight near your heart just at the thought of Osamu leaving you alone. Were you dependent on him? You didn't want to make it seem like that at all, it was just... he told you, to be with you here forever, but it seems to have changed.

You felt yourself really feeling like you were being immature, but it was just in your feelings, it was too much to take in in one day, he was leaving for less than a week. How were you going to cope with that.

You enjoyed your alone time in the coffee shop, but you soon decided to head home. Finally making up your mind, not really. You knew the words to say to Osamu now, but what decision to make, you still had no comment about that at all.

You looked around the street, watching as people pass by with some having miserable expressions and some with smiles on their faces.

And after a while, rain started pouring down heavily, thunder roars above, the water droplets travels to hit down the surface of your clothes and skin as you stood still at the streets, with people running pass you to find shelter, help themselves to prevent getting wet by the rain.

You bring out your hand to feel the rain hitting it, your cold feelings wasn't compared to the consequences of what will happen after you were done with staying under the rain.

"What the..." You hear a person say behind you, rather familiar you say to yourself. He sounded like he was somewhat surprised to see a person crazy enough to stay under this heavy rain that roared lightning above.

You looked back, watching as your eyes were met by a familiar silver haired, Greene yes Russian kid, he had a maroon umbrella above him, his eyes slowly turning into a surprised look at how fast he recognised you. He had a black face mask on his face, but you recognised him well. The face mask didn't do him justice at all.

"You're the girl from the party." He exclaims the smile in his tone was noticeable.

"Uh... yeah, haiba-san wasn't it?" You forced your mouth to speak, lev brings his umbrella to stop the rain from hitting you anymore, which you didn't even notice.

"Surprised you still remember my name." He chuckles before looking around him, as if he was trying to look for someone that might have been following him.

"Well..." Your words trailed off when he snapped his head to look at you and stop you from speaking.

"It's raining like crazy, let's take shelter at the hotel nearby." He offers.

You looked at him suspiciously, about to decline his offer with a absolutely not he stops you.

"And no, whatever you are thinking that's not my intentions. I won't book a room, it will just be us waiting at the lounge room or something." He explains furthermore, letting you know you were quite the wrong.

"Uh... Okay." You had no choice, you had no umbrella, and the rain was crazy that it almost turned foggy that you can barely see, the wind howls as both of you went to the direction of the hotel he mentioned.

Only if you knew what was ahead of you.