ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪᴛ ʀᴀɪɴꜱ - miya twins

Chapter 39

Took me 5 months to finally gain motivation and energy to continue writing again, and now this story is finally done!

-Kuromi

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Author's POV

"Yo, Atsumu." Suna calls out for the blonde who continued to be quiet ever since the restaurant incident and now that all of them were walking home, the blonde remained to keep his thoughts to himself, unfortunately, "What are you thinking."

It didn't seem like a question coming out of Suna, it was more like he was trying to guess what it was. Atsumu glances over to his friend for a little before turning his attention to his front once again, "Nothing interesting."

"Stop lying, it's something... considering it has made you awfully quiet this entire day." Suna exclaims, completely making his point and Atsumu only sighs in response.

"Do you think... I have a chance?" The blonde asks, his voice sounded curious and also hopeful at the same time. The fox eyed Suna rin only looks back at his friend, not surprised, he knew something was up.

"Why do you ask that?" Suna asks back, not wanting to answer such a specific question just yet.

"It's because... man, I feel bad for liking her, and I feel so bad for my brother that I want a chance with having her liking me." The blonde comments, moving his eyes back in front of where the path was heading them too, "Is it bad? is it a crime, to feel this way towards her?

"Totally not, dumbass." Suna harshly comments, not wanting to have this conversation so serious, "I don't know anything about love, or stuff like that in general but... I don't see any limitations to it if you genuinely love a person, and I don't think you should too."

"Well my brother loves her, Suna. Not the normal kind of love people go around saying but they don't really mean it, like the I'd kill for you kind of love." Atsumu replies to the boy beside him with a sigh at the end of his sentence, "It feels so wrong to feel this way towards her but at the same time this feeling... I can't ignore it, no matter how hard I try."

Suna looks at the blonde beside him who was looking forward, those words coming out of Atsumu's mouth was very vague he had never heard something so genuine from him, so meaningful.

The rest of the group had laughs in front of them at a good distance, both of them stayed back whilst still following them.

"It's like this Atsumu." Suna starts again, Atsumu turns his head to look at his friend whom now had his face up front.

"After some years of feeling lonely for yourself, you never really experienced what's it like to have someone there for you. Did you ever feel that with your brother?" Suna asks.

"Feel what?"

"That he was there for you, Tsumu." Suna answers.

Atsumu takes a second, his gaze slowly looking down at the path beneath him, "He was but in circumstances where we helped each other, mostly him. He's my twin after all... But no, if you mean he was there to understand me, no."

"However, she was there wasn't she?" It wasn't a question from Suna, it was mostly a statement, "You don't get to find people like that in your life, Tsumu. Considering you're much more hard to find love compared to your brother."

"What I'm saying is, it's not bad to fall in love with her. They broke up, take the risk or lose it."

"Who knew you can be so good with words, Suna."

"Oh shut up you..."

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"I'm sorry, I really am." Lev says behind you, you were still in your own world, trying to understand what the beating of your heart was for, was it for a certain twin? who was it? who did your heart really burned for or rather yearned for?

"Y/n, please talk to me." Lev begs once more and then finally, you stopped on your tracks, facing the tall russian male, you breathed in deeply.

"I think It's him I'm sure of, Lev." You say suddenly and it shocks Lev, his eyes widening, not like he was surprised, but the fact you admitted it, it was admirable to say the least,"My mind, it has been crowded with thoughts."

"Y/n, what are you talking about? What thoughts?" Lev asks, seriously confused about the whole situation.

"That I feel like it's hard to breathe when I'm not near him!" You finally admitted, wanting nothing more than to shout it to the whole world.

"Wait, who exactly is this him?" Lev questions, not sure wether he was correct or not on which twin you were referring to.

You ignored his question, "Do you think.... do you think it will be okay if I asked Kita where he would be tomorrow? I want to tell him, everything."

"Everything? Y/n are you sure? Are you really confident by your choice." Lev wanted to make you sure, not wanting for you to regret anything along the way.

You were always running scared, wanting to leave and stay away from problems but this time, it was a problem not to be with him, and you learned it the hard way, so you made up your mind.

Next Day

"Kita?" You ask first onto the phone, fidgeting with the sleeves of your sweater, you can feel the beating hard of your own heart, it was as if gonna knock your whole chest down.

"Y/n? I'm surprised you called." Kita answered, "I mean it was a low chance that you were going to call but here we are."

"Well... about what you said," Your words trailed off, losing the guts to even continue a word, "I could never forgive myself if I miss the chance, Kita. So please."

"Calm down Y/n, I am going to help you. It hurts me to see the three of you running all around in circles. So it's better." Kita assures you and you calm down, "Well, who's it gonna be?"

You breathed in deeply, gathering all of the courage to say his name...