ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪᴛ ʀᴀɪɴꜱ - miya twins

Chapter 34

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Author's POV

"I have no chance on winning against his confession just now." Osamu exclaims with sarcasm, he laughs shortly after as if his heart wasn't constantly breaking bit by bit.

"Samu?" You called out, the reason why you were mad about your boyfriend was somehow overlapped by the sudden confession of the blonde in front of you.

"I just can't believe it..." Osamu says, laughing at himself as his eyes slowly glares towards his own twin, you sensed something bad was gonna happen so you stood in front of Atsumu to block him from the deadly gaze of your boyfriend, and the silver haired couldn't be anymore heart broken, "You took advantage of our fight didn't you?"

"Samu, what are you saying?" Atsumu says with a genuine confused tone, you furrowed your eyebrows, he was totally mistaken, and he had no right to make assumptions like that when he clearly lied to you.

"Don't make up things, Samu." You say, fist clenching right on your side, you were furious, it was like you and him weren't that relevant to him, Atsumu's confession was the least of your care, you wanted to fix this first but Osamu, he seems like he wanted to forget about what you two fought about, "Atsumu is innocent, he has no intention of breaking me and you. but it looks like you have."

Osamu, and Atsumu was stunned with your statement, mostly the silver haired. his eyes widened, "What... My love, what are you talking about?"

"Do not my love me, you're leaving Osamu, at the end of the week you're leaving me, for good." You say, tears began building up to your eyes and the Osamu fears for you to continue your words, "I... I don't see it anymore, Atsumu is the least of our concerns. I want to fix this, I wanted to fix us... but, it's so hard though."

"Love," Osamu exclaims, he walks closer to you and cups your cheeks with both of his hands as his eyes began to look glossy with tears threatening to fall, "Tell you don't mean that. We can fix this, we always fix this."

"Come on, tell me what's our problem." Osamu ushers you to just tell him, but it was too late, many things made you realize that there was many thing you were preventing him from accomplishing by being with you, "Don't do this, you know it doesn't end well."

Atsumu only stood there, arguing with himself if he should leave or not, but something was stopping him from moving at all... he wanted to know if you both were okay.

"Samu, look around us. I'm stopping you from your own dream." You exclaims furthermore, tears began to fall down from your eyes and by now, Osamu had rested his forehead against yours, "This isn't working, I don't want to do that to you, to be the one to stop you from achieving such things."

"I like my life here, and this is where I want to be. and you, you want to be somewhere where your passion lives for," You say, laughing slightly but the pain was visible from your voice.

It wasn't about him lying anymore, it was just about you and him, discussing wether to continue, or end it.

"I can sacrifice my desires for you." Osamu exclaims and it makes you widen your eyes, "If it means to be by your side."

"No, no. That's not how it works, Samu. the point is, that's what I don't want to have you do, just because of me, it's just me Samu." you exclaim, tears pouring more as the seconds pass by, "I love you, so much, that I wouldn't bare to look at you and remember how much I took away from you."

"The go with me, be with me." Samu says furthermore, his eyes pleasing for you to not go, to not leave him.

"Samu..." You called out, wanting to snap him from his senses.

you couldn't, you didn't find yourself ever leaving your home town, it had many memories you didn't want to leave with your family, the moments where all of you were still happy, you didn't want to forget about it, you were born here with the memories, you were gonna live and die here with them.

"Let's... part ways, isn't it for the best?" you ask with a smile that held a different kind of pain, and in that moments, Osamu's heart shatters beneath his feet.

No, both of you didn't want to let go. but the universe, to them it was supposed to happen, both of you had opposite desires and dreams, meaning if one chose the other, the other shall be sacrificed.

"My love... we can fix this, right?" He didn't want to, no. not yet.

"Osamu, I love you." You say and the man cries, your hand goes up to his face to cup his cheeks and he sobs, the man everyone saw as strong, not so fragile, cries in your hand, "All of you."

"But, I don't want you to leave. Please." Osamu had it, he didn't want to let go yet knowing he just needed to rip those contracts to be with you, but it was also your choice he had no say in it when you already decided.

"I want you to live happily with what you want, Osamu." You exclaim with a sweet smile, but it wasn't enough to fix the silver haired heartbreak.

"I don't want to steal your dream away from you." You say, leaning your face one last time to place a sweet kiss on his cheek and leaning away, "I don't want you to give up on your dream just for me."

"But you are the dream."

"Osamu, please stop making this harder than it already is." you say, crying now and Osamu finally understood, he slowly but surely removed himself from you.

"I love you," You say one last time, "No matter how many years will pass, you will still be the best man."

"I love you... I love you, more."

You finally sniffed back one last sob before turning to Atsumu who looked like he was also about to cry, "Can you drive me home, Tsumu?"

"Uh... sure."

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"So... what happens to the both of you now?" The blonde didn't mean to pry in both of yours business but he just needed to know somehow, it was a heartbreak for the both of you, he felt your love for each other through your words and he couldn't compare to that at all.

"He'll be happy, I just know it. I can never live happy knowing he's with me because he chose his very dream over me." you reply, looking out of the window of the car, relaxing yourself finally, and this comfort silence talk with Atsumu was a bandage to the heartbreak.

"I just, you two were something else. if not soulmates then more than that." The blonde tells you, you can tell he really did have no intentions with you, and he was genuinely happy for the both of you.

"Stop making me feel bad, Tsumu." You say, joking obviously.

"Okay, I'm sorry. just wanted to make you smile."

He wanted to make you smile, how thoughtful indeed.

Can it be? if Osamu was truly the best man for you, what was Atsumu? if you ever did fall for him soon enough too.

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I really need to update since this book is ending soon, and I don't want to hear a 'Y/n moves on so quickly' next chapter this is actually about what you genuinely feel that's why I'm not so specific about her feelings towards Atsumu currently, since I wanted you dear reader to imagine for yourself, I promise this will all make sense at the end<33.

-KUROMI