ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪᴛ ʀᴀɪɴꜱ - miya twins

Chapter 33

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Author's POV

Osamu runs a hand through his silver hair in frustration, his other hand gripping tightly right on the steering wheel as his eyebrow furrow. he was becoming impatient, he needed to find you, he needed to know that you were safe.

He cheks over to his phone that was shown to him, no replies from you, no call backs from his messages, it only largens his worry for you more.

if only, if only he told you sooner. his mother was right, and he couldn't just follow could he? he had to mess it up with you, now he had pained you, you found out before he can even tell you. both of you were affected for sure.

Osamu stops his car into a stop after parking it at a reasonable spot on the road after his phone had rang, his screen showing that his twin was calling. Unusual.

he brings his hand to accept the call and put the call on speaker, the silver haired speaks in a blank voice, "what is it."

"Samu... I, Y/n is here." his blonde twin says over the phone.

and unnoticed, to Osamu himself his gri on the steering wheel tightened, hearing your name fall off from his lips. somehow, at all the times where you and Osamu fight, you seem to be always finding yourself to him.

and he couldn't admit it just yet, but his heart clenches at the thought.

"Before you think of anything, I just saw her and it was raining so hard all of a sudden, I had to take care of her." here we go again, Atsumu taking care of Osamu's girlfriend.

"Shut it. I'm on my way."

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"Is the shirt up to your liking?" Atsumu asks shyly, looking at you as you looked back down at the oversized shirt that you had no choice but to wear since yours were drenched with water and had to be changed, since it took a large part of increasing possibilities of fever, "Or maybe you're uncomfortable we...

.. it's fine, Tsumu." you assured the blonde giving him a small smile as you walk yourself to a singular couch he had before taking in a deep breath, "thank you."

Atsumu begins to only look at you with those eyes of his that you somehow always fail to read, "You're always welcome, Samu is worried for you."

A sigh leaves your lips, "what about him? he lied to me, I found out before he even told me."

"did you ever consider it was because he was scared to hurt you?" The blonde replies, replying on behalf of the silver haired.

"hurt me? Atsumu, he pained me more to have me found out weeks before he leaves!" you explain your side, "why are you even defending him?"

"I'm not, he's not here so I'm saying this in his behalf." Atsumu replies at you, keeping his tone and voice calm, "He loves you deeply, and anyone can clearly see that."

"What... what makes it so obvious?" You ask.

"Makes what?" Atsumu asks to be more clearer.

"If someone does fall in love." you answered his question, and just like that the blonde was left speechless. words now not being able to leave his mouth, "I always wonder how I look like in his eyes."

It was in that moment, you seemed to be more enchanting than usual. you in the blonde's shirt, your eyes full of love and care but not for him. your expression was slowly becoming soft and so did the topic shifted to another.

"Why not ask what you look like in my eyes." He suddenly says, not being able to process his statement, his own eyes slightly widens and yours, you were the one to be left speechless.

"Okay then, what do I look like in your eyes?" you ask, shaking the thoughts off. it was just a brotherly statement, nothing more.

Atsumu's heart began to beat faster, was this right? was this really the right time for him to confess everything? finally?

never let her get tangled up in this mess.

his mother's words echoed through his mind, but he looks at you. through the room and your eyes sparkles as he looks in them, your hair, your lips every corner of your face, he loved more than himself. that's why whenever he ignores you or his feelings he feels as if a part of him is missing, you were his other part.

he wanted you to know it, even if you reject it. it was okay, as long as the blonde finally told you the truth.

"No words can explain it but... You're enchanting, first impression of you was hilarious. but now it lead to this, conversation is easy with you Y/n. you make me feel at ease, always so gentle and kind, I sometimes wonder what did I do to deserve you? well I don't." the blonde pauses before continuing, "I don't deserve you, but I will grow to the point where I do. but now I seem to have no chances at all, my brother has already won."

silence.

more silence.

"Are you fucking with me?"

Atsumu was caught off guard by your reply, you stood up. eyes still shocked, your whole body was frozen as his actions back then now made sense to you, was it not the harmless brotherly actions he showed? did it have meaning? were you betraying Osamu all along? your heart beats fast right inside your chest, the blonde cared for you, not as a sister, but as someone more than that.

you didn't know what to feel about this nor did the blonde, he only stood up from his seat, "I'm confessing now, cause I know I will not have such a perfect time like this."

"Why?" you only ask, not looking at him as the same as before.

"What?" Atsumu asks for you to be more clearer with your words and you sighed.

"Why do you like me? this isn't right, you shouldn't." you say with a shake of your head, it was all messing in your head, it was making you dumbfounded, what was the right thing to do at the moment?

What if Osamu knows about this? what if... he already knows? all the what ifs floats around your mind.

"Don't fret, I have no intentions on breaking what you two already have." Atsumu confesses, his eyes began to sadden, he knows your future, it wasn't with him, it was too far to be with him.

"You're lying right? please tell me you're joking." you say, still shaking your head in denial, not wanting to accept the fact that your boyfriends twin, was literally in love with you.

"I know you have nothing to do with me. and the least you could do, is letting me love you." Atsumu says once more, pressuring you more than ever.

"Are you crazy? I have a boyfriend, doesn't that pain you at all?" a stare of disbelief went straight towards the blonde.

"Why care about what I feel? when life's only purpose to me is to see you smile." he says once more and it breaks your heart.

"Stop it, please. Osamu shouldn't know ab...

...Well this is awkward." a blank yet venomous tone as your boyfriend's voice echoes through out the corners of the room.