I love him, but joel is literally crazy. Does he think I'm stupid?. I know that his little friend Ashley is the girl he had sex with. I don't understand why he couldn't tell me. does he honestly think he can bring me back from the dead. I know Ashely . we've met before I know what she does
And trust it doesn't come without a consequence.
" joel, you are crazy. You can't bring anyone back from the dead without any serious consequences"
" no matter the consequences, no matter the fight, no matter the noise . I'll do anything to bring you back."
I can tell that he wanted to kiss me or at least in that moment hold my hand. I look at his face with sorrow and disappointment cause he can not do either of those things. I feel bad that he can't . If he would just let me go I wouldn't hurt him so much.I don't know what he is thinking if he can bring me back. And if he thinks he can do that with Ashely he should be in an aslyum. Ashley nothing but trouble. You may do what she wants but she will always come back for more and always manipulate into doing it.
" Dont trust her joel, she has no good intentions, she will hurt anybody to get what she wants"
" the only person I'll trust is you Alexis" and with that I disappeared
