"Joel...... Joel.....
Baby wake up..... Please wake up.. You can't leave me yet"
I screamed at the top of my lungs . I can't. Not yet. I'm not ready I can't do this alone . I won't be the same. I'll be lost . if he goes I'll die .
"JOEL PLEASE"
" it will be okay Lexi, I'll always be with you no matter what . I'm ready"
" but I'm not joel please you can't"
I'm shaking him , screaming like he will wake up . like he was just playing with me. One minute he's up telling my marshmallow is in the fridge next hes lying on the ground. No, this isn't real.
" JOEL, PLEASE"
" I LOVE..."
" I LOVE YOU TOO"
and with that he was gone I couldn't tell him I much I love him, or tell him that I'll be okay even though I won't be. I have no one. I'm alone again first when I was dead and now when I'm alive . I'm alone I Dont know what to do.
" sorry sweetie, it just the way it is"
I turn around and see Ashley. She did this. She didn't tell him that this would happen.
" GET OUT OR ILL KILL YOU"
" hey, I told him it has consequences"
" YOU KILLED HIM"
" NO , he did that himself"
And then she disappeared.
" I love you Joel, and I promise I will always love you and never forget you and what we had"
