It's been a couple days since he left me. And I've done nothing.
I've cried . watch life time movies cried some more. He is all I can think about, his smile , his laughter , his life. He was happy. These thought run into my head, thoughts about ashley , the things I would do to her if I had the chance to wrap my hands around her neck. She made him do this. She killed him and she watch die. Little by little saw that he was dying. And didn't say anything till the last minute. Till his last few days. What person or witch does that? Like does she not have feelings.
Ive started to drink and smoke weed to avoid the pain of losing him.
"Ring"
" hello"
"Is this Alexis"
"Yes"
" Joel metions you In his will, he seemed to have left something do you mind coming to beklee and Charles law offices please."
" no problem , I'll be there to see what my dead boyfriend left me"
" ma'am, we are very sorry for your lost,"
" yeah, well you try to live without the person you love, how would you feel. I'll be there an hour "
I hung up the phone and jumped in the shower.I began to wonder what the hell could he have left. Espically since I was dead first .
